after putting it off for almost two weeks, i finally finished New Moon. i seriously didn't expect it to be that challenging to get myself to read through it.
before i started reading the twilight books, i pretty much spoiled the entire story for myself. i went online and searched all the books. i think that's probably why it was so hard for me to get through New Moon. Twilight i read obssessively. i think one night was all it took. with the second book, i knew Edward was leaving in the beginning and wouldn't be showing up again until the end. the whole reason i got interested in the story was because of Edward and Bella. i love them together. but his abrupt depature in the beginning, and then Bella's emoness when he left bothered me a lot.
but what did get me through reading it; Jacob. i'm not even lying when i say i love Jacob. part of me will always ship Edward and Bella, just cause i know they're made for each other. but reading New Moon made me fall completely for Jake. even now, the morning after finishing the book, part of me still feels that Bella should forget about Edward and just accept Jacob instead. hell, i'd be all over Jacob if he wasn't fictional.
i have to figure out where to get a copy of eclipse. i want to read so much. the next one's is promising more Jacob. =D i think when i finish reading the series, instead of going under an Edward withdrawl like all my friends are going through at the moment, i'm going to end up in with Jacob withdrawl. =S =P