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I feel incredibly, incredibly selfish writing this, but...
I'm having some serious self-esteem issues right now...
The guy I like is involved with another girl...
She's 19...
Can you say illegal?
I don't let myself cry...
So I just teared up a bit...
And I know it's all going to build up...
And I'm going to be the one who pays for it...
And I'm going to do something stupid...
I HATE THIS...
Why am I always getting screwed over by guys?
And why do I have to make such a big deal out of it?
And why do I have to care?
One of my friends said that emo kids are jealous of the heartless...
And it's so true...
I wish I didn't care...
But I do...
And this is what I get...
I'm having some serious self-esteem issues right now...
The guy I like is involved with another girl...
She's 19...
Can you say illegal?
I don't let myself cry...
So I just teared up a bit...
And I know it's all going to build up...
And I'm going to be the one who pays for it...
And I'm going to do something stupid...
I HATE THIS...
Why am I always getting screwed over by guys?
And why do I have to make such a big deal out of it?
And why do I have to care?
One of my friends said that emo kids are jealous of the heartless...
And it's so true...
I wish I didn't care...
But I do...
And this is what I get...