School
Maybe it's that swing time for me. That time where I start questioning everything and everyone, I don't want to talk to or be around anyone, I just want to stay in bed and listen to my music. Seems to happen all to often as of late though.
This time I think I know what it is. Today is the second day of the 3rd week of school. I'm so far behind I forget where I'm going. I have stacks of textbooks, library books, journals, abstracts and notebooks everywhere you look in my dorm room. I'm just coming back from another weekend that was supposed to be majority dedicated to homework but that turned into doing things for everyone else, thus resulting in my getting nothing done. Every time I checked the email in an attempt to start homework, I saw yet another email from a professor saying that there was a new assignment or more reading to be done. I can't even count how many different projects, presentations, papers, busy work assignments, etc I have to do. Hell, I can't even tell you which books came from which library. Last night I had another Philosophy paper due by midnight. I just sat there. Midnight passed then I started writing it. I had all the reading done. Three times I read it. I just haven't been able to start the shit. I finished that and turned it in, but I've still 4 huge assignments due for that class tomorrow. And I feel like I'm more stressed about that than I am the stuff that actually matters. I really contemplated dropping the class last night, but then realized the reason I'm taking it is because that's the one class that's preventing me from getting my degree. Grr.
Time for me to stop wasting time.
This time I think I know what it is. Today is the second day of the 3rd week of school. I'm so far behind I forget where I'm going. I have stacks of textbooks, library books, journals, abstracts and notebooks everywhere you look in my dorm room. I'm just coming back from another weekend that was supposed to be majority dedicated to homework but that turned into doing things for everyone else, thus resulting in my getting nothing done. Every time I checked the email in an attempt to start homework, I saw yet another email from a professor saying that there was a new assignment or more reading to be done. I can't even count how many different projects, presentations, papers, busy work assignments, etc I have to do. Hell, I can't even tell you which books came from which library. Last night I had another Philosophy paper due by midnight. I just sat there. Midnight passed then I started writing it. I had all the reading done. Three times I read it. I just haven't been able to start the shit. I finished that and turned it in, but I've still 4 huge assignments due for that class tomorrow. And I feel like I'm more stressed about that than I am the stuff that actually matters. I really contemplated dropping the class last night, but then realized the reason I'm taking it is because that's the one class that's preventing me from getting my degree. Grr.
Time for me to stop wasting time.