Nov 27, 2006 15:52
Taking a minute after class to decompress and switch brain modes.
Thanksgiving break turned out better than expected.
Tuesday: The game in Toledo looked to be on the up & up. Went w/Grace, Pat, and Tiff. Too bad they're all sissy's. We ended up leaving after 1/2time. I did see Kyle, which just was awesome. Too bad we didn't get together any time; there's always Christmas. That night wasn't a total bust...I got 30pages read for my book report.
Wednesday: I cleaned Papa's.
Thursday :I was up early. Way early. Went to Meijers at 6am. It was awesome. Went home at like just after 7. Started baking. Damn I made a lot of stuff. I was sad, cause I got all dressed up that early instead of going in sweats, in hopes to see Lance. Nope. But about 12, I had to go back because I didn't get all the stuff I needed. I was going to find a checkout lane. Lucky me, the first one I walked past, the light turned on so I just went there. I didn't care who it was, I was in a hurry. IT WAS LANCE!! I was so happy. He was sick :( holding himself up on the register sick. We chatted for just a minute. My knees were shaking the whole time. It was wierd as hell. But I was really glad to see him. It literally made the day. Everything afterwards went perfect. Oh god the food was incredible. Every time I think Papa can't do any better...then he does. See facebook for pictures :D
Friday:I slept from 1am til 330pm. Got up twice to go to the bathroom. That's it. At 330 I got up and dad had dinner: stroganoff. Incredible! Ugh. I went back to bed at like 9. That was that day.
Saturday Spent way too many hours working on my LECR presentation. Then we ate dinner. Watched White Christmas with the fam. Then went to Tiffany's with Grace. That was....I won't go there right now. I wanted to go out with Lance, but mom decided that I'd just "partied" way too much and that I should go to bed. Psh. I packed the rest of the night when we got home.
Sunday: Got up. Put the stuff in the car and went to Meijers. Was walking through with Grace looking like hell. Lance walked by. Oh he looked so handsome. Just waved. I didn't notice him til he waved to me. Made me happy. Came back here. Decorated my room. It looks awesome. I love that when I came in from class today I turned on the never before used light switch, and all the colored lights come on with their refelction on the silver garland. Just made me happy.
At 430 Ang and I are getting together to finish our presentation. Then I'm working my ass off. This time I mean it. I want to see Lance. For some reason I've decided to adopt that you only live once Philosophy. He's pretty much been everything I've wanted, but never found in a guy. Why should I let it slip away because of school? Bad thing is, I can't get rid of that thing in me that if it seems too good to be true it is--that whole philosophy. I'm waiting for him to reveal to me that he's a serial killer or a drug dealer or something lol. Until that day comes (and if it doesn't all the better lol!!) I just want to see him. Hoping to get something real going with him....