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blah, guys, just blah. cold weather is nice for curlying up on a couch, but other than that it sucks. it makes me tired and achy and unmotivated and it gets birthday parties cancelled, which explains why i'm updating right now. yup. alone ONCE AGAIN on a saturday night and the sad thing is i actually had plans, but the sleet has delayed such plans. my sister's out on a date and my dad's out with chris. i'm pretty much alone for the rest of the night. i think i'm going to read and call nate later and bother him for awhile. i call him too much. i'm surprised he hasn't gotten irritated with me and broken up with me. i'm just so off the wall and BLAH and he so, i don't know...mellow? enough of that. i think i might have to swoop down to an incredibly low level and buy a reed from brookmays, because i don't have time to make some reeds and the reeds i made early sucked and i need a good reed by saturday. i feel so shameful, buying a reed when i've been making them for almost two years now. man, i really sound like a bassoon loser, but, alas, that is what i am. i should do something tomorrow, like see a movie or go shopping, so i don't feel like a total loser for having nothing to do on the weekend.