Feb 23, 2005 22:35
My phone got shut off today. I was unaware as to the reason why until much later in the day, but I was really pissed when I got home. I was stuck outside of the school for an hour because I couldn't call Noelle to tell her where I was. Then when I used her phone to call my mother to bitch, I got guilt tripped for being mad. Why can't I be mad? I fucking damn well deserve to feel what I feel and yet everyone is always making me feel guilty if I am not all fucking smiles and handshakes... I am all for being the happy guy, but I can't fake smile, I don't have that ability.
I somehow managed to keep my shecule for next quarter pretty much the same as this quarter, except I opened up an extra day for work by shifting a class to Thursdays. I am stoked on that because now I might actually get decent hours from the Topic.
Mmm, I want brownies.