;___; I have to get it out of my system

Apr 01, 2011 23:17

There is something about the Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi performance in MS that made me teary eyed.

I'm not good with words, but the word coming out of my head is 'vulnerable'. I don't think I've seen them this way since a long long time ago. :( It's like if you push a little more, something they are holding on to (is it their smiles?) will break.

I'm not saying that their smiles are fake. More like, they are trying their best to smile. Which is understandable because a lot of people find comfort in their smiles. Especially now after the disaster.

Guh. Maybe I'm reading into these things too much.

I've been in an emotional haywire when it comes to Arashi ever since I saw this. Even though I already know they were safe when I saw that post, I cried. Just 3 simple (incomplete) sentences but I cried.

Sometimes I see their pictures, may it be happy pictures, idiotic pictures, posing pictures, I cry. (Seriously can somebody explain what is wrong with me?)

Haah. Okay. I just want to let it out. *breathes*

Hopefully my emotional Arashi thingy will be back to normal soon.
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