Thoughts and things
You can never truly live in the moment, considering all the work out bodies have to do before we can actually feel, see, hear, taste or smell something and understand it to the best of our abilities. I think this is hilarious, and I mean, it's kind of common sense... But I've been feeling the delay a lot lately.
I've been very OCD these past few months, I put my desk in my closet, and I have no idea why I'm awake so early, but that has nothing to do with it.
I rearranged my room yesterday, the thought I had that made me take action was that I am myself, no matter what(fucking, duh) but I can change when ever I want into what ever I want. My room always seems to reflect that for me, or so I see it.
I really want to start dating again in some ways, but then in more, I'm too lazy and afraid (I don't think that's the right word but oh well) of taking time consuming, stupid chances. And really, I almost feel that getting back together with someone I previously had a relationship with would be more beneficial because I already know what to expect.
There is more but I haven't thought it through yet.
I've been very OCD these past few months, I put my desk in my closet, and I have no idea why I'm awake so early, but that has nothing to do with it.
I rearranged my room yesterday, the thought I had that made me take action was that I am myself, no matter what(fucking, duh) but I can change when ever I want into what ever I want. My room always seems to reflect that for me, or so I see it.
I really want to start dating again in some ways, but then in more, I'm too lazy and afraid (I don't think that's the right word but oh well) of taking time consuming, stupid chances. And really, I almost feel that getting back together with someone I previously had a relationship with would be more beneficial because I already know what to expect.
There is more but I haven't thought it through yet.