so i was bored - thanks chels
What is your name?: Rebecca Jane Carey
>Are you named after anyone?: Yes, my great-grandmother who died and I never met her.
>What's your screename?: boogirl4518
>Would you name a child of yours after you?: um, no. one of me is enough, don't you think? i can't even get it right with myself.
>If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: don't ask me that. one name comes to mind.
>If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one. i kind of like my name.
>Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: um, no.
>
>Basics
>Your gender:: female
>Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
>Single?: yes, but that wasn't my decision (and yes i am unhappy as fuck)
>If not, do you want to be?: N/A
>Birthdate:: 5-13-1984 (Oh my gosh, I'm filling this out on my birthday!! Shows you how much my birthday will rock, right?)
>Your age:: 20
>Age you act:: depends
>Age you wish you were:: 21
>Your height:: 5'4"
>Eye color:: green
>Happy with it?: yes, quite
>Hair color:: brown
>Happy with it?: yes
>Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
>Your living arrangement:: oh fun, living at home with my parents this summer... aka, this is hell.
>Your family:: Dad, Mom, and of course, the cat.
>Have any pets?: yea- the cat, but he's family
>Whats your job?: currently jobless until i figure out what the hell i'm doing this summer
>Piercings?: both ears, cartilage one my left ear, and my belly
>Tattoos?: not yet
>Obsessions?: none to speak of, although some would say that this guy is an obsession, but they are all fucked up and they don't know love from obsession, so i don't care what they say.
>Addictions?: again, nothing here. but some would argue this, too.
>Do you speak another language?: yes, french.
>Have a favorite quote?: "If I know what love is, it is because of you." -Herman Hesse
>Do you have a webpage?: yes, this is it.
>
>Deep Thoughts About Life and You
>Do you live in the moment?: Most of the time
>Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very
>Do you have any secrets?: Many
>Do you hate yourself?: a lot. actually, it's more like i hate my life and what happens in it.
>Do you like your handwriting?: yeah, i've worked hard to get it lookin like this.
>Do you have any bad habits?: i guess.
>What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have pretty eyes.
>What's your biggest fear?: being in love with someone and them never understanding that i can't be happy without them b/c they complete me.
>Can you sing?: yes, i can. this i will give a "hell yeah!" to.
>Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: um, no
>Are you a loner?: i can be. i have been since my heart got broken.
>If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yep :) I'm fun.
>Are you a daredevil?: sometimes...
>Is there anything you hate about yourself?: yes, that i can't be good enough for dan.
>Are you passive or agressive?: depends on the situation, ya know?
>What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength is that um... i'm really honest. weakness... well... you know his name.
>If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: to be prettier and happier.
>Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not anymore. i thought i was. i think i am when i can pretend i'm happy. being back at home with my parents makes me realize that i can be emotionally strong b/c i have to make them think that i'm fine.
>Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: like i heard someone say in a graduation speech, "Regret is the cancer of life." I don't have them. I don't want them. but sometimes you don't have a choice in whether you do or you don't.
>Do you think life has been good so far?: def.
>What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love does fail, even if the bible says it doesn't. it sucks ass (love, not the bible. i love the bible)
>What do you like the most about your body?: my boobs
>And least?: my nose
>Do you think you are good looking?: if i say no, then my guy friends will kill me, and too many people say i'm cute, so yes, i'm good looking
>Are you confident?: it all depends on who i'm with.
>What is the fictional character you are most like?: i'm one of those wonderful fairytale princesses, like belle or ariel, but i just don't get the prince in the end.
>Are you perceived wrongly?: most of the time. honesty sucks, hence, no one likes me.
>
>Do You...
>Smoke?: ew, no.
>Do drugs?: never
>Read the newspaper?: no
>Pray?: Yes.
>Go to church?: yeah
>Talk to strangers who IM you?: i have better things to do
>Sleep with stuffed animals?: sure
>Take walks in the rain?: yea...
>Talk to people even though you hate them?: no shit
>Drive?: yea...
>Like to drive fast?: not after 2 tickets
>
>Would or Have You Ever?
>Hurt yourself?: thought about it since march 22nd, yes.
>Been out of the country?: yes, it's lovely. dan isn't there.
>Eaten something that made other people sick?: no.
>Been in love?: um, HELLO!!!!!!!
>Done drugs?: no
>Gone skinny dipping?: haven't, but would, yes
>Had a medical emergency?: yes.
>Had surgery?: unless you count having your wisdom teeth taken out, which i do, b/c they put me to sleep.
>Ran away from home?: no. but i would have liked to a lot.
>Played strip poker?: nope
>Gotten beaten up?: no
>Beaten someone up?: no
>Been picked on?: my life story
>Been on stage?: hell yea!
>Slept outdoors?: yea...
>Thought about suicide?: yea...
>Pulled an all nighter?: many times...
>If yes, what is your record?: i have no idea, i was too tired to count
>Gone one day without food?: yep
>Talked on the phone all night?: yep
>Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep, miss that. :*(
>Slept all day?: yep.
>Killed someone?: um, no.
>Made out with a stranger?: yeah
>Had sex with a stranger?: no
>Thought you're going crazy?: always
>Kissed the same sex?: no
>Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
>Been betrayed?: again, my life story
>Had a dream that came true?: no
>Broken the law?: yes, but who has to know?
>Met a famous person?: many times
>Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes, and my best friend would kill me... it was a turtle... went "crunch" and all...
>On purpose?: NO!!!
>Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: of course not
>Stolen anything?: probably when i was little, yeah.
>Been on radio/tv?: yes
>Been in a mosh-pit?: no
>Had a nervous breakdown?: don't think so, not yet.
>Bungee jumped?: nope, but want to
>Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah, the one where i can't complete some big task.
>Belive in life on other planets?: don't care.
>Miracles?: yes.
>Astrology?: nah
>Magic?: nah
>God?: yes.
>Satan?: yes.
>Santa?: no.
>Ghosts?: yes.
>Luck?: no
>Love at first sight?: yes.
>Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:hell yes.
>Witches?: dunno
>Easter bunny?: no.
>Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, i still am.
>Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nah, i've seen the end. it's just a pool of water.
>Do you wish on stars?: i quit. it doesn't work.
>
>Deep Theological Questions
>Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes...
>Do you think God has a gender?: does it matter?
>Do you believe in organized religion?: i guess
>Where do you think we go when we die?: depends on if you accept jesus christ as your lord and savior.
>Friends
>Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes.
>Who is your best friend?: manda kay, kristy, steven (and there's one more, but he's out of my life now, sadly. he knew me better than anyone, too)
>Who's the one person that knows most about you?: dan
>What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i don't know.
>Your favourite inside joke?: DTM
>Thing you're picked on most about?: dan dan dan. can i make it any clearer?
>Who's your longest known friend?: casey probably.
>Newest?: Casey Rejko
>Shyest?: Laura
>Funniest?: Kristy
>Sweetest?: Manda Kay
>Weirdest?: He's not there anymore....
>Smartest?: Ditto to the last one
>Ditziest?: Probably me.
>Friends you miss being close to the most?: Manda Kay
>Last person you talked to online?: Emily
>Who do you talk to most online?: chip
>Who are you on the phone with most?: no one calls me, who cares?>Who do you trust most?: manda, kristy, steven
>Who listens to your problems?: again, the same as the last answer. but dan did, too, i miss him terribly.
>Who do you fight most with?: none of them.
>Who's the nicest?: they all are
>Who's the most outgoing?: kristy
>Who's the best singer?: i dunno, kristy and manda kay tied
>Who's on your shit-list?: do i have one?
>Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
>Do you always feel understood?: never
>Who's the loudest friend?: he's gone now...
>Do you trust others easily?: not now
>Who's house were you last at?: casey's (not rejko)
>Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: haha, do i really have to answer this one? can you not figure it out by now who i miss and who makes me feel safe?
>Do your friends know you?: doubtful.
>Friend that lives farthest away:: steven d. (no middle name) lives in oklahoma.
>
>Love and All That
>Do you consider love a mistake?: no...
>What do you find romantic?: when silence okay b/c it's not awkward anymore
>Turn-on?: dressed up really nice
>Turn-off?: distant
>First kiss?: john, this guy i met in 8th grade at disney world... hahahaha!
>If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: um, i dunno. bad?
>Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: i guess so.
>Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: sometimes...
>Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: no one liked my last choice in a guy, but fuck them, i think he's amazing even now.
>Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yeah, but they're all the wrong guys.
>What is best about the opposite sex?: well, specifically that this one person has the potential to make me feel so safe and forget about all my problems when he is with me.
>What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: pride.
>What's the last present someone gave you?: the pot that prince made me in pottery class. it was beautiful and prince's name fits him b/c he made me cry, that was so sweet.
>Are you in love?: um, YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>Do you consider your significant other hot?: what significant other?? i don't have one!!!! i'm not worth it.
>
>Who Was the Last Person...
>That haunted you?: (actually, still haunts)... you know him...
>You wanted to kill?: no one except myself.
>That you laughed at?: no clue
>That laughed at you?: again, no clue
>That turned you on?: no comment.
>You went shopping with?: Mom
>That broke your heart?: must i go there, people?
>To disappoint you?: and once more....
>To ask you out?: not a clue. don't care about anyone but him....
>To make you cry?: blah.
>To brighten up your day?: casey poodle
>That you thought about?: oh my gosh, can we stop asking questions that have to be answered with his name??
>You saw a movie with?: mommy
>You talked to on the phone?: dave baker
>You talked to through IM/ICQ?: emms
>You saw?: casey poodle
>You lost?: oh lord have mercy, does it ever end?
>
>Right This Moment...
>Are you going out?: no
>Will it be with your significant other?: don't have one!!!
>Or some random person: no no no no no!!!!!!!!!
>What are you wearing right now?: sweats and a t-shirt
>Body part you're touching right now:: i'm touching the keyboard, idiot.
>What are you worried about right now?: if i'll ever be happy again
>What book are you reading?: not reading
>What's on your mousepad?: dell
>Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: lonely, unloved, sad, empty, miserable.
>Are you bored?: yea
>Are you tired?: no
>Are you talking to anyone online?: no
>Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
>Are you lonely or content?: pretty fucking lonely
>Are you listening to music?: No...
>Are you named after anyone?: Yes, my great-grandmother who died and I never met her.
>What's your screename?: boogirl4518
>Would you name a child of yours after you?: um, no. one of me is enough, don't you think? i can't even get it right with myself.
>If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: don't ask me that. one name comes to mind.
>If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one. i kind of like my name.
>Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: um, no.
>
>Basics
>Your gender:: female
>Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
>Single?: yes, but that wasn't my decision (and yes i am unhappy as fuck)
>If not, do you want to be?: N/A
>Birthdate:: 5-13-1984 (Oh my gosh, I'm filling this out on my birthday!! Shows you how much my birthday will rock, right?)
>Your age:: 20
>Age you act:: depends
>Age you wish you were:: 21
>Your height:: 5'4"
>Eye color:: green
>Happy with it?: yes, quite
>Hair color:: brown
>Happy with it?: yes
>Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
>Your living arrangement:: oh fun, living at home with my parents this summer... aka, this is hell.
>Your family:: Dad, Mom, and of course, the cat.
>Have any pets?: yea- the cat, but he's family
>Whats your job?: currently jobless until i figure out what the hell i'm doing this summer
>Piercings?: both ears, cartilage one my left ear, and my belly
>Tattoos?: not yet
>Obsessions?: none to speak of, although some would say that this guy is an obsession, but they are all fucked up and they don't know love from obsession, so i don't care what they say.
>Addictions?: again, nothing here. but some would argue this, too.
>Do you speak another language?: yes, french.
>Have a favorite quote?: "If I know what love is, it is because of you." -Herman Hesse
>Do you have a webpage?: yes, this is it.
>
>Deep Thoughts About Life and You
>Do you live in the moment?: Most of the time
>Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very
>Do you have any secrets?: Many
>Do you hate yourself?: a lot. actually, it's more like i hate my life and what happens in it.
>Do you like your handwriting?: yeah, i've worked hard to get it lookin like this.
>Do you have any bad habits?: i guess.
>What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have pretty eyes.
>What's your biggest fear?: being in love with someone and them never understanding that i can't be happy without them b/c they complete me.
>Can you sing?: yes, i can. this i will give a "hell yeah!" to.
>Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: um, no
>Are you a loner?: i can be. i have been since my heart got broken.
>If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yep :) I'm fun.
>Are you a daredevil?: sometimes...
>Is there anything you hate about yourself?: yes, that i can't be good enough for dan.
>Are you passive or agressive?: depends on the situation, ya know?
>What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength is that um... i'm really honest. weakness... well... you know his name.
>If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: to be prettier and happier.
>Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not anymore. i thought i was. i think i am when i can pretend i'm happy. being back at home with my parents makes me realize that i can be emotionally strong b/c i have to make them think that i'm fine.
>Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: like i heard someone say in a graduation speech, "Regret is the cancer of life." I don't have them. I don't want them. but sometimes you don't have a choice in whether you do or you don't.
>Do you think life has been good so far?: def.
>What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love does fail, even if the bible says it doesn't. it sucks ass (love, not the bible. i love the bible)
>What do you like the most about your body?: my boobs
>And least?: my nose
>Do you think you are good looking?: if i say no, then my guy friends will kill me, and too many people say i'm cute, so yes, i'm good looking
>Are you confident?: it all depends on who i'm with.
>What is the fictional character you are most like?: i'm one of those wonderful fairytale princesses, like belle or ariel, but i just don't get the prince in the end.
>Are you perceived wrongly?: most of the time. honesty sucks, hence, no one likes me.
>
>Do You...
>Smoke?: ew, no.
>Do drugs?: never
>Read the newspaper?: no
>Pray?: Yes.
>Go to church?: yeah
>Talk to strangers who IM you?: i have better things to do
>Sleep with stuffed animals?: sure
>Take walks in the rain?: yea...
>Talk to people even though you hate them?: no shit
>Drive?: yea...
>Like to drive fast?: not after 2 tickets
>
>Would or Have You Ever?
>Hurt yourself?: thought about it since march 22nd, yes.
>Been out of the country?: yes, it's lovely. dan isn't there.
>Eaten something that made other people sick?: no.
>Been in love?: um, HELLO!!!!!!!
>Done drugs?: no
>Gone skinny dipping?: haven't, but would, yes
>Had a medical emergency?: yes.
>Had surgery?: unless you count having your wisdom teeth taken out, which i do, b/c they put me to sleep.
>Ran away from home?: no. but i would have liked to a lot.
>Played strip poker?: nope
>Gotten beaten up?: no
>Beaten someone up?: no
>Been picked on?: my life story
>Been on stage?: hell yea!
>Slept outdoors?: yea...
>Thought about suicide?: yea...
>Pulled an all nighter?: many times...
>If yes, what is your record?: i have no idea, i was too tired to count
>Gone one day without food?: yep
>Talked on the phone all night?: yep
>Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep, miss that. :*(
>Slept all day?: yep.
>Killed someone?: um, no.
>Made out with a stranger?: yeah
>Had sex with a stranger?: no
>Thought you're going crazy?: always
>Kissed the same sex?: no
>Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
>Been betrayed?: again, my life story
>Had a dream that came true?: no
>Broken the law?: yes, but who has to know?
>Met a famous person?: many times
>Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes, and my best friend would kill me... it was a turtle... went "crunch" and all...
>On purpose?: NO!!!
>Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: of course not
>Stolen anything?: probably when i was little, yeah.
>Been on radio/tv?: yes
>Been in a mosh-pit?: no
>Had a nervous breakdown?: don't think so, not yet.
>Bungee jumped?: nope, but want to
>Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah, the one where i can't complete some big task.
>Belive in life on other planets?: don't care.
>Miracles?: yes.
>Astrology?: nah
>Magic?: nah
>God?: yes.
>Satan?: yes.
>Santa?: no.
>Ghosts?: yes.
>Luck?: no
>Love at first sight?: yes.
>Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:hell yes.
>Witches?: dunno
>Easter bunny?: no.
>Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, i still am.
>Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nah, i've seen the end. it's just a pool of water.
>Do you wish on stars?: i quit. it doesn't work.
>
>Deep Theological Questions
>Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes...
>Do you think God has a gender?: does it matter?
>Do you believe in organized religion?: i guess
>Where do you think we go when we die?: depends on if you accept jesus christ as your lord and savior.
>Friends
>Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes.
>Who is your best friend?: manda kay, kristy, steven (and there's one more, but he's out of my life now, sadly. he knew me better than anyone, too)
>Who's the one person that knows most about you?: dan
>What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i don't know.
>Your favourite inside joke?: DTM
>Thing you're picked on most about?: dan dan dan. can i make it any clearer?
>Who's your longest known friend?: casey probably.
>Newest?: Casey Rejko
>Shyest?: Laura
>Funniest?: Kristy
>Sweetest?: Manda Kay
>Weirdest?: He's not there anymore....
>Smartest?: Ditto to the last one
>Ditziest?: Probably me.
>Friends you miss being close to the most?: Manda Kay
>Last person you talked to online?: Emily
>Who do you talk to most online?: chip
>Who are you on the phone with most?: no one calls me, who cares?>Who do you trust most?: manda, kristy, steven
>Who listens to your problems?: again, the same as the last answer. but dan did, too, i miss him terribly.
>Who do you fight most with?: none of them.
>Who's the nicest?: they all are
>Who's the most outgoing?: kristy
>Who's the best singer?: i dunno, kristy and manda kay tied
>Who's on your shit-list?: do i have one?
>Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
>Do you always feel understood?: never
>Who's the loudest friend?: he's gone now...
>Do you trust others easily?: not now
>Who's house were you last at?: casey's (not rejko)
>Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: haha, do i really have to answer this one? can you not figure it out by now who i miss and who makes me feel safe?
>Do your friends know you?: doubtful.
>Friend that lives farthest away:: steven d. (no middle name) lives in oklahoma.
>
>Love and All That
>Do you consider love a mistake?: no...
>What do you find romantic?: when silence okay b/c it's not awkward anymore
>Turn-on?: dressed up really nice
>Turn-off?: distant
>First kiss?: john, this guy i met in 8th grade at disney world... hahahaha!
>If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: um, i dunno. bad?
>Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: i guess so.
>Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: sometimes...
>Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: no one liked my last choice in a guy, but fuck them, i think he's amazing even now.
>Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yeah, but they're all the wrong guys.
>What is best about the opposite sex?: well, specifically that this one person has the potential to make me feel so safe and forget about all my problems when he is with me.
>What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: pride.
>What's the last present someone gave you?: the pot that prince made me in pottery class. it was beautiful and prince's name fits him b/c he made me cry, that was so sweet.
>Are you in love?: um, YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>Do you consider your significant other hot?: what significant other?? i don't have one!!!! i'm not worth it.
>
>Who Was the Last Person...
>That haunted you?: (actually, still haunts)... you know him...
>You wanted to kill?: no one except myself.
>That you laughed at?: no clue
>That laughed at you?: again, no clue
>That turned you on?: no comment.
>You went shopping with?: Mom
>That broke your heart?: must i go there, people?
>To disappoint you?: and once more....
>To ask you out?: not a clue. don't care about anyone but him....
>To make you cry?: blah.
>To brighten up your day?: casey poodle
>That you thought about?: oh my gosh, can we stop asking questions that have to be answered with his name??
>You saw a movie with?: mommy
>You talked to on the phone?: dave baker
>You talked to through IM/ICQ?: emms
>You saw?: casey poodle
>You lost?: oh lord have mercy, does it ever end?
>
>Right This Moment...
>Are you going out?: no
>Will it be with your significant other?: don't have one!!!
>Or some random person: no no no no no!!!!!!!!!
>What are you wearing right now?: sweats and a t-shirt
>Body part you're touching right now:: i'm touching the keyboard, idiot.
>What are you worried about right now?: if i'll ever be happy again
>What book are you reading?: not reading
>What's on your mousepad?: dell
>Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: lonely, unloved, sad, empty, miserable.
>Are you bored?: yea
>Are you tired?: no
>Are you talking to anyone online?: no
>Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
>Are you lonely or content?: pretty fucking lonely
>Are you listening to music?: No...