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its been a really rough couple of weeks. this year i've done a complete 180. i've gone back to school, watched my temper and avoided fighting, stayed away from drugs and cut social ties with the crack community. but sometimes it seems like no matter how much you want to turn your life around and start a new beginning that trouble will always find you again. my mum told me a chinese saying this morning which roughly translates to "once you've entered that door you can't even go to hell". all i want is to share a normal, happy, simple life with the man i love but as soon as things start looking up for us, something will happen that crushes it all. it feels like i have more friends in jail than out here and the loneliness and sadness is doing my head in. i've been trying to be too strong for too long and it's so hard to keep dealing. i want to be able to have a good night's sleep. it's been so long