Losing it all
Well it seems that Antoinette is losing feelings for me and thinks maby I should move to Portland instead. This is heartbreaking and I still hav'nt recieved her letter wtf is going on. I need people to help me during this rough time not tell me that they don't know what to believe. Have I done ANYTHING to be DEEMED untrustworthy? If I have please state it becouse I make it a point in my life to be honest BLUNT honest. I'm about to the point where my heart is just gonna stop being nice and stop loving ANYONE even myself and thats the last thing I want to happen but I fear a wall forming to protect itself.
Antoinette whats going on tell me honestly WTf is happeneing between us are you just the type of girl to stop loving someone and stop trusting someone becouse someone elce tells you it's the right thing becouse if so thats fucked up! I HATE JESSICA WITH A PASSION THAT I HAVE NEVER HATED ANYONE ELCE WITH BEFORE UNDERSTAND THAT. I would never dream of getting back togather or sleeping with that ugly cunt EVER.
Antoinette whats going on tell me honestly WTf is happeneing between us are you just the type of girl to stop loving someone and stop trusting someone becouse someone elce tells you it's the right thing becouse if so thats fucked up! I HATE JESSICA WITH A PASSION THAT I HAVE NEVER HATED ANYONE ELCE WITH BEFORE UNDERSTAND THAT. I would never dream of getting back togather or sleeping with that ugly cunt EVER.