Jul 11, 2004 19:51
so yeah, i'm madly bored and i'm not very happy. i've been bitched at numerous times today...which isn't so fun. i'm so sick of my parents and really need to get out of this house and away from everything (cuz i'm sick of it all). i mean my parents go to this dmb concert...which i probably should've gone to, but i'm so entirely sick of my parents i think it would've made the experience quite shittier than it normally would be. but so they go...and leave the house a total mess. then they're like screaming at me when they get home cuz i didn't clean up after them...sounds fair...right?
then...i haven't talked to my best friend in over a week now...that's a record. i haven't talked to jill in a few days. i haven't talked to any of my friends that aren't gonna be around next fall for...several days. it just kinda sucks around here. i mean i miss everyone so much and i just feel like everyone is enjoying their summer and their time away from everyone else sooo much more than i am. i mean i feel like everyone else has so much more at home. but whatever.
one good thing is...there's this dude, who i don't really know, but he's cool. and we're gonna "go on a date" according to him when he gets back from PA. so that could be fun...maybe. maybe i just need to open up and go out and try and make my summer fun...i'm just not so great at that. but yeah...i've met this kid once, like half a year ago. so whatever...it could be fun. i just really need to get out and get a life, cuz that'd be the thing to do. but anyways...
i'm pretty sure no one reads this, and this is pointless...but yeah. that's still cool, right? ha, right there's no one there to answer! wooooohooooooo! anyways...
cool. bye