So...drunk.
What's this? A journal...thing? I remember this from the before-times...
I've been avoiding Livejournal for a while now bwcause I'm trying to reduce the distractions in my life. I'm barely making ends meet each month and I get so stressed out that I feel anxoius if I devote too much time to "frivolous" purtsuits like this.
I've been trying with mixed success) to spend my freetime painting and improving my portfolio
I've been feeling a little depressed so I haven't been drinking at the show for the past few weeeks; (I don't like to drink when I'm alreaady feeling kinda down... I don't think it's good for me.) I've had a few really good productive days though, and I felt relaxed so I have indulged a bit this evening with my partner in crime
swedishfishnets*. We've also been watching episodes of Carnivale and let me tell you, It is really intense and sppooky if you've had a couple.
I'e been spending time with
anobion** a lot over the last cuppa months and I've anjoyed just relaxing with herto episodes of "Middleman". She made pancakes at the show (on the stage!) last wek and they were amazing! I think a couple people had nutella for th first time. I definately need more carbs so bring it!
I've been geetting some shifts at the theater for a while now, which is good, because I'm not getting much of anything in the way of illustration work these days. I'm afloat, but just barely. I've got a few new items to add to my portfolio, though so maybe things will pick up.
I watched "let the Right One In" last nigh at the theater afta-hours, and I really enjoyed it. I didn't really care for the characters too much a t first, but I really became attached by the end. I'm dreading/curious about impending the US remake.
I've been wanting to get out more and be social, but , y'know gas is expensive. I've kinda been a hermit for a while though, unless people come here. I'm hoping this
Generally it's only money that's stressing me out. I've otherwise got it pretty good. I've got a really amaxing group of friends, and I've been really satisfied with my art in recent months. My life (money aside) is really great and I need to keep reminding myself of that. As long as I can make rent this month (fingers crossed) everythings good. I've been feeling particularly inspired in my painting and have had some really hot people let me look at their muscles and bones for the purposes of art and light titillation, which is more than most people can reasomably hope for.
In conclusion this is probably an anticlimactic return to LJ after several months of neglect, but hell, who cares? Let's get stinko!
This post is ridiculous. Geeze. It's 4
*(partner in crimne in this case =pal one gets drunk on the couch with while [whilst?] watching Harvey Birdman; attorney at LAw)
**(man, pseudo-html is hard right now