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I'm tired of being stood up...
I understand shit happens, life kicks you in the ass, blahblahblah. But, is it really that hard to keep your promise at least once in a while?
It's why I tend to not make plans w/ anyone anymore. They never work out. I know it goes both ways, that's all fine-and-dandy. But, I try pretty damn hard to keep my word when I tell person x, y or z that I'm going to do something w/ them.
I don't know...I just feel like giving up on a lot of things right now. I miss the 4 hour feeling I had at the concert...not having a care in the world. It was kind of like an out-of-body experience, I guess? Just for the fact I didn't think about any of the shit that's gone on...losing this job possibly, parents (mom & grandma) fighting over stupid-ass shit, all this-and-that thrown into a barrel of enjoyment and blown up w/ a BFG.
For the longest time now I didn't put much stock into people's words, and thus was not as (if at all) affected when things didn't happen...and, I've started regain that effort to believe what's being said to me. I guess I'm more gullible than I like to believe or something. Whatever.
I'm also getting pretty fucking pissed off @ those bastards over in India who handle my work's servers. No, this ain't a racist thing...they seriously don't do shit over there.
I expect about 20 IHTs (referrals/write ups so to speak) when I come into to work on Monday...all of which by those cunts 'cause they don't feel like minimizing the porn for a few seconds to delete this or modify that. It ain't that hard...I've done it numerous times on my own for my own shit.
Seriously...get your fucking asses out of your lay-z-boys and do something for a change...
I understand shit happens, life kicks you in the ass, blahblahblah. But, is it really that hard to keep your promise at least once in a while?
It's why I tend to not make plans w/ anyone anymore. They never work out. I know it goes both ways, that's all fine-and-dandy. But, I try pretty damn hard to keep my word when I tell person x, y or z that I'm going to do something w/ them.
I don't know...I just feel like giving up on a lot of things right now. I miss the 4 hour feeling I had at the concert...not having a care in the world. It was kind of like an out-of-body experience, I guess? Just for the fact I didn't think about any of the shit that's gone on...losing this job possibly, parents (mom & grandma) fighting over stupid-ass shit, all this-and-that thrown into a barrel of enjoyment and blown up w/ a BFG.
For the longest time now I didn't put much stock into people's words, and thus was not as (if at all) affected when things didn't happen...and, I've started regain that effort to believe what's being said to me. I guess I'm more gullible than I like to believe or something. Whatever.
I'm also getting pretty fucking pissed off @ those bastards over in India who handle my work's servers. No, this ain't a racist thing...they seriously don't do shit over there.
I expect about 20 IHTs (referrals/write ups so to speak) when I come into to work on Monday...all of which by those cunts 'cause they don't feel like minimizing the porn for a few seconds to delete this or modify that. It ain't that hard...I've done it numerous times on my own for my own shit.
Seriously...get your fucking asses out of your lay-z-boys and do something for a change...