Sep 27, 2004 12:20
i counted last night, i lasted 5 weeks at college. this thang aint for me it just wont work out. so today i'm headed home to try to save whats left of my sanity which i think i can do if i leave now.
looking back the signs were all there. things telling me to stay home, dont go to the hippie town. like all the darkness that happened the week before i left for school and the fact that i was really crying. that was a sign because i dont usually cry, but i was like doing the uncontrolable, cant breathe type of crying which i havent done since over a year ago. signs were there i just had to realize.
i'm just gonna take the year off, sleep, go to some museums, the zoo, maybe botanical gardens. do all the stuff that i always wanted but was to busy to do. i'm gonna try to be young and careless like i should've been for the past 3 years, i'm gonna do it now fuckers
here i come, ima college dropout!!!!!!