Doors keep on opening for me..and how much I love this

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Truly this is the third day I think. and I am loving my life. I've never been this happy for this long...yesterday jack competely ditched me to be with Amy, so today I decided to be distant from him..well he asked me whats wrong and I said nothing don't worry about it. and he said no Amanda I am going to worry about it. I asked him, why are you going to worry about me. He said he doesn't like when I am sad. That was sweet of him...he told me his fantasy how he wants to get away from this town and forget everyone and start a new life. It made me smile.(Even though I wasn't even upset I was faking it all) More things like that went on, and I feel so bad now for what I did. I will remember what one thing he said, If I had something you want, just tell me and I will give it to you..That just made me speechless..his gf which soon will be his ex, their 4 months must have been happy, even though I know him and hes stubborn...Jack showed me a side, his gf has not even seen

Mike well lets see today, we just goofed around. Do I like any of these 2 guys. No. Will I ever like them? I hope not, because I don't want to go through a broken heart again. Took me a month to heal. One thing though is I feel like I am not spending enough time with my friends I usally hang out with. I only see most of them during morning, and thats all. They have a different lunch, diff. classes. I guess I should call them or something. But my lesson for today was
No matter how cruel they can be to you, or others you must look inside before judging a person.