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[booetty]

lately I don't know how to feel.One day I'll be fine and happy and good and everything is just ok.But then the next day I'll hear a song or I'll see something and I'll just feel so damn sad.But its not easy for me to just cry anymore and I don't know why that is and its hard to cry and its hard to really feel anything for me.Life can be so fucked up sometimes and you never know why your even alive or what is the point?Why are we even here?I mean whats the point in living just to die?I know its deep man but shit I mean cmon.Its fucked up.

I don't know I don't even know.But I can't talk to anyone I dunno no one understands what I'm going through and even I don't and I can't share here.