*dream weaver...
nothing much happened in school today.
he walked to me to a couple of classes
and we had lunch together. joked around
and such, told him i was mad (ya kno the
thing whne ur make them think that but
really ur not mad, you juss wanna kiss
em? lol) he wanted to tell/ask me
something BUT stupid me was pretending
i didnt wanna talk to him so he didnt
say/asl what he was gonna. now im all
curious. he found it quite facinating
that we're both lefties. weirdo. but he's
my weirdo :)
i came home after school and took a nap
cuz i had a huge headache. then i had a
dream that my dad died. i cried in the
dream and woke up and realized i was really
crying.the dream was scary cuz it felt so
real. my mom told me everytime she dreams
of stuff like that it either really happens
or something totally opposite happens. im
scared. my daddy's leaving for cambodia
on sat. and i really hope he makes it
there and back safely. i dont want that
dream to come true. if either of my parents
died right now or within the next couple of
years, i would kill myself. i cant picture
my life without them right now. i try
not to think about it and im trying very
hard to erase this memory of that dream
out of my head.
something weird (to me). danny, this guy
i used to talk to IMed me out of hell
nowhere. weird. after what that kid to me
dont want anything to do with him. then at
the same friggen time mikey, this other guy
i used to talk to called me. ugh. those
tontos need to get away from my life asap.
another person who needs to like get off
me if chocolate muffin. i feel suffocated
especially when i thought i made it clear
that i dont want anything to do with this
person in that way. always waiting for me,
always talking, hugging, botherin me. yea
it has to stop. A.S.A.friggen.P.
<3 soso
he walked to me to a couple of classes
and we had lunch together. joked around
and such, told him i was mad (ya kno the
thing whne ur make them think that but
really ur not mad, you juss wanna kiss
em? lol) he wanted to tell/ask me
something BUT stupid me was pretending
i didnt wanna talk to him so he didnt
say/asl what he was gonna. now im all
curious. he found it quite facinating
that we're both lefties. weirdo. but he's
my weirdo :)
i came home after school and took a nap
cuz i had a huge headache. then i had a
dream that my dad died. i cried in the
dream and woke up and realized i was really
crying.the dream was scary cuz it felt so
real. my mom told me everytime she dreams
of stuff like that it either really happens
or something totally opposite happens. im
scared. my daddy's leaving for cambodia
on sat. and i really hope he makes it
there and back safely. i dont want that
dream to come true. if either of my parents
died right now or within the next couple of
years, i would kill myself. i cant picture
my life without them right now. i try
not to think about it and im trying very
hard to erase this memory of that dream
out of my head.
something weird (to me). danny, this guy
i used to talk to IMed me out of hell
nowhere. weird. after what that kid to me
dont want anything to do with him. then at
the same friggen time mikey, this other guy
i used to talk to called me. ugh. those
tontos need to get away from my life asap.
another person who needs to like get off
me if chocolate muffin. i feel suffocated
especially when i thought i made it clear
that i dont want anything to do with this
person in that way. always waiting for me,
always talking, hugging, botherin me. yea
it has to stop. A.S.A.friggen.P.
<3 soso