emotions so strong...
so much horrible-ness is happening in the world,
hurricane katrina, random earthquakes killing
thousands across the world, starving children
in third world countries...but i have good news,
I JUST SAVED A BUNCH OF MONEY ON CAR INSURANCE BY
SWITCHING TO GEICO. lol sorry i just felt the urge
to say that lololol.
anyways i do have big news tho, well big news to me.
karen informed me today that "penguin" likes me a
lot. i was half surprised and half finding myself say
"oh this again?". but this time its different. see i've
liked penguin for a long time. when he was single i
liked him, when he was with someone i still liked him,
and i still liked him when he went out with someone
and so forth and so on. the point is i never stopped
liking him and i've had these feelings for so long but
i could never act on them of course cuz the time wasnt
right.
i tried moving on and tried to escape these feelings i
had for him. there were guys who liked me but for some
reason i was still waiting for HIM so i let down all
these other ones. for some reason i had this gut feeling
that one day he'll realize that the girl he's with is
obviously not right for him and hopefully see me.
i've been patiently waiting for you.
so anyway this is a pretty big deal to me cuz he really
is starting to realize it. he wants to let go of his
"restriction" and "be with me". ive been waiting this
long, waiting a little longer to see what happens wont
hurt. i kno penguin wont be accepted by mis amigos, but
they dont kno him like i do. they judge him based on his
looks, but what they dont kno is how funny he is, how he
can be such a loser but 'oh so cute' at the same time,
how nice he is, how random lol. i kno its cheezy but i
cant help but smile everytime i think of him. every guy
that has liked me i find myself comparing them to him.
they all cant measure up. he IS the one i wanna be with.
~baby boy can you feel my heart beat?
its beating for you~
<3 soso
hurricane katrina, random earthquakes killing
thousands across the world, starving children
in third world countries...but i have good news,
I JUST SAVED A BUNCH OF MONEY ON CAR INSURANCE BY
SWITCHING TO GEICO. lol sorry i just felt the urge
to say that lololol.
anyways i do have big news tho, well big news to me.
karen informed me today that "penguin" likes me a
lot. i was half surprised and half finding myself say
"oh this again?". but this time its different. see i've
liked penguin for a long time. when he was single i
liked him, when he was with someone i still liked him,
and i still liked him when he went out with someone
and so forth and so on. the point is i never stopped
liking him and i've had these feelings for so long but
i could never act on them of course cuz the time wasnt
right.
i tried moving on and tried to escape these feelings i
had for him. there were guys who liked me but for some
reason i was still waiting for HIM so i let down all
these other ones. for some reason i had this gut feeling
that one day he'll realize that the girl he's with is
obviously not right for him and hopefully see me.
i've been patiently waiting for you.
so anyway this is a pretty big deal to me cuz he really
is starting to realize it. he wants to let go of his
"restriction" and "be with me". ive been waiting this
long, waiting a little longer to see what happens wont
hurt. i kno penguin wont be accepted by mis amigos, but
they dont kno him like i do. they judge him based on his
looks, but what they dont kno is how funny he is, how he
can be such a loser but 'oh so cute' at the same time,
how nice he is, how random lol. i kno its cheezy but i
cant help but smile everytime i think of him. every guy
that has liked me i find myself comparing them to him.
they all cant measure up. he IS the one i wanna be with.
~baby boy can you feel my heart beat?
its beating for you~
<3 soso