So yeah.
I am posting here cause it is a refuge. There are too many people on other places I post that I would rather not see these things.
Things have not been good lately. Well, there have been good things that have happened, but thanks to my depression I haven't been able to enjoy them.
I put up a good front when I am out, but it is getting harder to be around people and it's even more difficult to be alone. Most of the time I barely leave my room. I spend a lot of my time crying.
Part of this comes from my Gender Dysphoria. It is really getting worse. I really need to get back into therapy but just can not afford it. I can't afford anything, which is another major issue in my life.
I have been unemployed for almost 2 years now. I am still living with my mother which is becoming more and more stressful as the days pass. I have a car that I can't afford to register or insure. I have to beg for money just to put minutes on my phone.
Everything is just getting worse as I go on. I just keep going, hoping that I will see the dawn. I am just getting tired of all the darkness.
Things have not been good lately. Well, there have been good things that have happened, but thanks to my depression I haven't been able to enjoy them.
I put up a good front when I am out, but it is getting harder to be around people and it's even more difficult to be alone. Most of the time I barely leave my room. I spend a lot of my time crying.
Part of this comes from my Gender Dysphoria. It is really getting worse. I really need to get back into therapy but just can not afford it. I can't afford anything, which is another major issue in my life.
I have been unemployed for almost 2 years now. I am still living with my mother which is becoming more and more stressful as the days pass. I have a car that I can't afford to register or insure. I have to beg for money just to put minutes on my phone.
Everything is just getting worse as I go on. I just keep going, hoping that I will see the dawn. I am just getting tired of all the darkness.