Nov 30, 2005 02:53
So, I am doing the worst of my academic career ever and the thing is, I really just don't give a fuck about it. I am having so much fun with everyone around that I couldn't be any happier. Besides the practically failing of a class and the plummet my GPA will take I just don't give a damn. Maybe it's a good thing, or my perspective is skewd, but right now I feel as good as I have in a long time. Nothings really changed, but I feel different about things now. Things that once bothered me no longer do and I feel anew. It's kinda wierd, but it makes me happy.
In terms of events, a select few are going to be visiting me at Umass this weekend and I'm really happy about that cause I rarely visit home as often as I used to and getting the chance to hang with people I don't often at home sounds really cool and a refreshing change of pace. Needless to say, fun times will be had and memories made.
I don't know what really struck me to indulge you all you with my sudden swing of emotions but it feels good to get this out and actually "talk" about it. Hopefully I can share this joy with everyone around me and they can be as happy and comfortable as I do right now, but then again I'm wearing pajama bottoms and that's hard to beat unless your wearing socks with sandals. Enough dribble, the bed summons me in my wide awake mood of happiness. Pleasant dreams await.
Thank you and Goodnight.