Nov 22, 2007 23:34
It all begins when you close your eyes.
Then sweat slowly drips down your head, reaching your back. Inspite of the warm surrounding, your body shivers. Its too cold, and you can't help but freeze and feel the pain. Suddenly, sweat begins to dry. Your shivering body makes it ice-cold as if changing from liquid to solid state. Physically its horrific, mentally, its worse. Its a constant battle of control of yourself. Any sudden movement, can spell out death. Its a matter giving in to the urge of breaking out, swimming endlessly in water and being sucked in oblivion. Afterwhich, it feels great, as if a burden is released. The prevailing expression: whew! solid!
Kanina, 4 na oras na akong na-jejebs... After going to the jon, the feeling was unexplainable. It as amazing. Simple joys everyone.
I salute the god in you.