Valentine's Day
So I know you all hate me for not updating you as much as possible but I have been busy. Thats not an excus just a statement. A lot of thing have happened. Some of which only my very closest friends know about. I'm sure would all love to know. But right now I dont feel like telling you. Anyways... MY UPDATE. I was usper excited about valentnes day. I mean Ive never actually dated someone over this "holiday". So being with JOn I thought was going to be something special. It was great too. I got off work last night and Jon told me to go home and pack. So I did. He took me to this beautiful hotel up at Ocean Shores. We spent the night and played in the pool forever. It was great because it was all 24 hours. It was nice. We went to dinner and we were treated horribly. Sine we came n and I guess they were closing they overcooked our food by like twenty minutes. My medium $20 steak was burnt and chewy. It was horrible and Jons coconut shrimp was burnt to a crisp. It was almost black. I didnt complain to the waitress or anything I was just pissed and Jon knew it. Well after that I threw the damn thing back up all over the bathroom floor in the lobby. It was horrible. So finally went back upstairs wit JOn and I took a shower brushed my teeth and gargled for like ten minutes. Well of course I was super hungry then. Since technically the only thong I had eaten all day was a bag of sun chips. It was bad. As I'm about ready to crash jon tells me he think we dont talk enough and that he feels something is missing and wrong with our relationship. I lost it and started bawling. I mean hell by that ime it was valentines day. We talked and I cried until like two-thirty when I finally passed out from being tired and hungry. Well we woke up and he told me he was sorry and that he loved me, he was just sad because i was tired. BUt the day just got worse it was pouring so we didnt stay in town. I was starving and there was like no where to eat. So we drove for like half and hour to the next biggest town and still we didnt stop. I didnt care what we ate but i needed food. Jon didnt stop. He said I had to decide. I didnt and I ended up with a nasy pizza from the am pm. Which didnt stay down either. Finally I said lets just go home. That we would stop in Chehalis. I passed out. The next time I woke up we were five miles from Kalama. It was like two and Jon hadnt eaten. Im starving. It was terrible. I really wanted to cry. He drove home and then made some mac and cheese. I ate like half a bowl and couldnt finish the rest. Againg I just went to sleep. I woke up at like eight. It was beautiful. Jon had a ton of candles lit in the room and our song playing. It made me cry because we had to leave. He drove me home. We sat on the couch until ten when he got ready for work and left. It was sad. I dont know whats going on with him an I. I love him and I know he loves me. I just dont understand what we keep fighting about. Anyways needless to say. Even though most of you are single and a couple have boyfriends..... I thought it was going to be better. My first real Valentine's Day was a bust. I hope its better next ear. Ejoy single life.... at least its not complicated.