Mar 27, 2006 20:27
I hate being at home so much. My mom treats me like I'm five. She seriously acts like I do nothing. So I dont go home on the weekends or over my spring break. She has never dont this before. Seriously. I used to spend the night at friends houses for days on end. But the second I get a boyfriend she wants me to call four times a day. Tell her where I am and who I'm with. URGH... seriously she just told me shes afraid that I'm gonna make the same mistakes as my sister.... Urgh.. I hate her so damn much!!! I quit life. I hate being in this place that i am. I dont want to do this anymore. Urgh... I hate her. I really do. Im sick of living at home. Im sick of being treated like i dont count and then when i do get attention its because im in trouble for doing one thing or another. She is so dumb. I hate my life. I just wanna fast forward and forget all of this. I'm done. I dont really care anymore about life. Nothing matters to me. I dont do anything. I just cant wait until Im 18 and she finally has no control of my life. After that I dont care where I go or what I do but im not living with that bitch. I hate everything she does to me. If you ever want to know why i get so frustrated or why i lose it sometimes, pretty much look at my mom. She has made living at home and being a teenager a living hell.