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"so no, it's not the 402 board that made me feel this way. though it contributed, it was nothing more than a single cherry added to the 7 layer cake."
i would like to quote myself so that no one thinks anything i posted in here was in response to being torn apart by "friends" on the 402 message board. i would never, ever let a message board affect me like that. i am not a fucking child.
i have had a lot going on in my life, and a lot of issues i'm struggling with. a lot of loneliness and feelings of dissatisfication with my life (not everything dissatisfies me, but some things. for instance, i very much love zach, so it is not him). i have been very depressed. i feel like i have no friends. i want to run away. i miss my family. i miss being surrounded by people who love me instead of tons of people who coudln't give two shits about me.
i want to lay on my mom's lap and have her rub my head when i am sick. i am tired of being so damn lonely. i am sick of this whole having to grow up thing.
i do no want to "die" because kandiss called me a fucking bigot.
i would like to quote myself so that no one thinks anything i posted in here was in response to being torn apart by "friends" on the 402 message board. i would never, ever let a message board affect me like that. i am not a fucking child.
i have had a lot going on in my life, and a lot of issues i'm struggling with. a lot of loneliness and feelings of dissatisfication with my life (not everything dissatisfies me, but some things. for instance, i very much love zach, so it is not him). i have been very depressed. i feel like i have no friends. i want to run away. i miss my family. i miss being surrounded by people who love me instead of tons of people who coudln't give two shits about me.
i want to lay on my mom's lap and have her rub my head when i am sick. i am tired of being so damn lonely. i am sick of this whole having to grow up thing.
i do no want to "die" because kandiss called me a fucking bigot.