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oh god, who the fuck get's their womanly friend the morning of valentine's day. i hope i don't get sick all day, as I tend to do. overdosing on the midol for sure.
i ate a lot of cake at the power pad last night. it ruled.
narrow-mindedness disguised as open-mindedness is fucking repulsive.
my mom and my grandma rule by the way. they sent me the cutest valentine's day stuff.
and yesterday at target i bought a hot pink pillow in the shape of a heart. awesome.
not to be a total douche bag...but i'm seriously really happy i'm alive today. i need to spend less time worrying about the way i feel. less time feeling sad or lonely. i have to just suck it up and move on. if people hate me, so what. if people think i'm stupid, so what. if people fail to take the time to get to know me or understand me, so what. i need to have more confidence in the person God has made me and just work on my loving people. it just is hard to love people so much and receive so little love in return. but that's not why i love. i don't love to get love back. i love because it's how i am. i'm happy to be alive today, and I look forward to my future. i can't wait to see what is in store for me. i know i can do something great.
i ate a lot of cake at the power pad last night. it ruled.
narrow-mindedness disguised as open-mindedness is fucking repulsive.
my mom and my grandma rule by the way. they sent me the cutest valentine's day stuff.
and yesterday at target i bought a hot pink pillow in the shape of a heart. awesome.
not to be a total douche bag...but i'm seriously really happy i'm alive today. i need to spend less time worrying about the way i feel. less time feeling sad or lonely. i have to just suck it up and move on. if people hate me, so what. if people think i'm stupid, so what. if people fail to take the time to get to know me or understand me, so what. i need to have more confidence in the person God has made me and just work on my loving people. it just is hard to love people so much and receive so little love in return. but that's not why i love. i don't love to get love back. i love because it's how i am. i'm happy to be alive today, and I look forward to my future. i can't wait to see what is in store for me. i know i can do something great.