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Head over heart. Heart over head. It's never an easy choice to make.
And I wish I didn't have to choose between these options all the time. It gets tiring after a while. Maybe I complicate matters too much. Some things should be easy to decide, as long as you set your mind to it. The pang in your heart, that feeling you get. It's unbearable. It makes you want to cry, but you can't bring yourself to it. That feeling tears you apart. You wish for someone to teach you how to end the agony, but you know somehow, this is your choice to make. It is you and only you who can tell your head what to do. Because even if the whole world tries talking sense into you, if you cannot get past yourself, no one can.
I look at others, and I wish I could have the same magical ending. Just for me. It's not jealousy, it's envy. I wish there was someone there for me to lean on sometimes. I'm not strong enough to handle everything by myself. When the feeling of loneliness creeps over you, when you see couples walking down the street hands entwined, when you watch sappy love shows with perfect endings. You wonder, if there will there ever be that special someone for you.
And I wish I didn't have to choose between these options all the time. It gets tiring after a while. Maybe I complicate matters too much. Some things should be easy to decide, as long as you set your mind to it. The pang in your heart, that feeling you get. It's unbearable. It makes you want to cry, but you can't bring yourself to it. That feeling tears you apart. You wish for someone to teach you how to end the agony, but you know somehow, this is your choice to make. It is you and only you who can tell your head what to do. Because even if the whole world tries talking sense into you, if you cannot get past yourself, no one can.
I look at others, and I wish I could have the same magical ending. Just for me. It's not jealousy, it's envy. I wish there was someone there for me to lean on sometimes. I'm not strong enough to handle everything by myself. When the feeling of loneliness creeps over you, when you see couples walking down the street hands entwined, when you watch sappy love shows with perfect endings. You wonder, if there will there ever be that special someone for you.