Jan 29, 2005 12:12
I love someone
her name is ronnie bo bonnie
I laughed at it the other day
but its true
me and her are so alike...even down to our relationship problems..
and shes there for me too...she understands and shes never done anything to me to mistrust her...
do you know how much of a relief that is
to actually have someone you trust and be there for you...theres nothing better than that..
well ok...
theres one thing better
but I won't tell what it is
I've gotten too worked over that pettiness anyways...
though for some reason I never thought of it as pettiness...
It actually made me really happy to wake up and wonder what was going to happen...but near the end of the day it all just got worse...I was sad and I don't like it...who knows what'll happen though. My feelings haven't change...I'm just stopping my stupid thoughts that make me think that those feelings are mutual. Because they're not and I know it...
You just get that feeling..
oh well
plus recent hearings of what other friends have done
like tiffany for example. Yea britt told me something that she did. And plus what she is doing. I don't know if I miss her as much as I did....I wish she would stop all that bullshit though. But i know she won't...friends are one thing and thats me and her...friends i guess...but its nothing compared to her best friend/love....
I got grossed out
and disappointed
but whatever
I'm going to go get ready for my dad
I'm spending the night at his house tonight...
tomorrow I guess we're going to Bristol to snowboard...I don't want to go to Bristol...I don't like that place...I want to go to Lab...I doubt he'll change his mind and go there though....I'll try to make him...
call or text please...I'm in a really bad mood this weekend and that would make me feel 100 times better i swear
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