If this is a must then dying is a must right now
well this week has already been super good...like uber wow fantastically kewl good
friday was semi obviously and yea I already told you about it
sunday..um...I don't remember...I started talking to Ross online that day it was really exciting and I was really happy he made me happy:)
Monday I got an uber huge hug from him and it made my day soooooo much better and I kept getting mad because I never saw him...and I was even more mad when I had a game...I just wanted to go home and sleep...get that day over with! so I could see him again...
we lost our game:(...first time in 2 years:-\
sorta depressing
came home...got out of the care...jordan and brian drove down and yelled at me haha because they are just so kewl...
haha yea...came inside and tyler was here...we didn't really talk except when we were watching this deformed guy get plastic surgery...it was pretty sick haha
then he left...
um....talked to ross online...
and then today
oh god today was the best came to school...
um hung out...bell rang as I was frantically looking for ross...but failed miserably...damn:(
came into first...was thirsty so I left and there was ross!
he gave me a rose...which basically made me feel like the best person in the whole wide world!!!!:)
and I guess chelsea mixon is jealous or something...whatever really I don't want/care to know what happened between them...so yea
and then yea saw him throughout the day which was a plus :) and then um...after school met him at my locker...walked to his...walked to cafe 1 so I could sign up for ski club bus...and yea...then he came and sat with me...but then left for a swim meet:( but he won so yay!!!! hehe
I had practice and we ran a lot so I felt massively weak when I got home...I had to sprint and run and set the whole practice....
did some homework...and then brian came by at 6 and around 6:45 and me, him, and bridget (sister) went to friendlys...picked up tiff...bridge got her cigarettes... and then we alll went to the townshop...minus bridget of course...and basically hung out...texted Ross when he got back...and now I'm just sorta hanging out...
yea I talk about him a lot...I'm sorry I really can't help it...I'm just happy...like really really happy...I haven't been this happy in sooooooo long!....I almost forgot how it felt...
I'm really sad:( shannon thinks I'm going to break my promise and let a boy come in-between us...and I know I've talked about him a lot...but...I just can't help it at first...really I'll be ok now...and I would never break my promise...NEVER I love her too much to let that happen...I swear if I break my promise I really don't know what I would do...But I know I won't...I just wish she would have the same confidence in me...
oh well I'm going...
I'll update some other time...
later
<3<3<3 =-*
friday was semi obviously and yea I already told you about it
sunday..um...I don't remember...I started talking to Ross online that day it was really exciting and I was really happy he made me happy:)
Monday I got an uber huge hug from him and it made my day soooooo much better and I kept getting mad because I never saw him...and I was even more mad when I had a game...I just wanted to go home and sleep...get that day over with! so I could see him again...
we lost our game:(...first time in 2 years:-\
sorta depressing
came home...got out of the care...jordan and brian drove down and yelled at me haha because they are just so kewl...
haha yea...came inside and tyler was here...we didn't really talk except when we were watching this deformed guy get plastic surgery...it was pretty sick haha
then he left...
um....talked to ross online...
and then today
oh god today was the best came to school...
um hung out...bell rang as I was frantically looking for ross...but failed miserably...damn:(
came into first...was thirsty so I left and there was ross!
he gave me a rose...which basically made me feel like the best person in the whole wide world!!!!:)
and I guess chelsea mixon is jealous or something...whatever really I don't want/care to know what happened between them...so yea
and then yea saw him throughout the day which was a plus :) and then um...after school met him at my locker...walked to his...walked to cafe 1 so I could sign up for ski club bus...and yea...then he came and sat with me...but then left for a swim meet:( but he won so yay!!!! hehe
I had practice and we ran a lot so I felt massively weak when I got home...I had to sprint and run and set the whole practice....
did some homework...and then brian came by at 6 and around 6:45 and me, him, and bridget (sister) went to friendlys...picked up tiff...bridge got her cigarettes... and then we alll went to the townshop...minus bridget of course...and basically hung out...texted Ross when he got back...and now I'm just sorta hanging out...
yea I talk about him a lot...I'm sorry I really can't help it...I'm just happy...like really really happy...I haven't been this happy in sooooooo long!....I almost forgot how it felt...
I'm really sad:( shannon thinks I'm going to break my promise and let a boy come in-between us...and I know I've talked about him a lot...but...I just can't help it at first...really I'll be ok now...and I would never break my promise...NEVER I love her too much to let that happen...I swear if I break my promise I really don't know what I would do...But I know I won't...I just wish she would have the same confidence in me...
oh well I'm going...
I'll update some other time...
later
<3<3<3 =-*