May 25, 2005 22:03
I'm watching the heat game 2 tonight and we are winning yay!!! Luis called me not that long ago, it felt good to hear a familiar voice, i kind of miss driving him to school in the morning.
Well my study session with jorge went well last night, especially the burger king break in between. I helped him alot so i'm hoping that he did really well on his test if not i'll feel bad.
I feel like a different person as of late. I feel like i don't want excuses, i just want answers. i've become uncaring but in a good way, i'm more focused on what makes me happy. I realize that i'm hurting some people but i haven't been this happy in a long time, and i mean truly happy. I love going to be with a smile on my face, and knowing why its there. My mom even noticed today that i'm happier which is very good. I've pretty musch stopped sweating all the small stuff, i've let grudges go. Right now i'm focused on the future, i've pretty much left my passed behind me. Cutting my hair was a good thing, i kind of feel reborn like a new person. Cutting it was kind of like saying this is the new take it or leave it.
-Honey you got me hooked on u
-lesly