"I was off to drink you away"
Well I have not updated in a while so I Felt I should. I dont really know what to talk about...not much is new with, i am still with josh. I still work at the dentist office...well actually I havent gone back yet since i got out of the hospital but i did have major surgery.
okay on a serious note...well you can take it how ever you want but i am being serious....to every girl that reads this i dont care who you are i dont care if i even really know you, i dont care if you are someone that hates me and for some odd reason finds the need to read my journal.
If any of you ever go to the doctors and get an abnormal paps test (as a girl you know what that is) or if they tell you that there might be a chance that you have cancerious cells. GET IT TAKEN CARE OF RIGHT AWAY!
Because some of you know this some of you don't but over a year ago i went in for my normal check up and they told me just that. but me being dumb thinking nothing could happen to me i didnt take care of it when i should have, instead i shoved it in the back of my mind and tried to pretend like it wasnt true, i made myself believe that i didnt have cancer. and for my stupidity I endded up in the emergancy room because i had sharp pains in my tummy...when i went in i figured they would just give me some meds and i would go home but after being there for like 5 hours and they took some x-rays they told me that i had a cis on my right overy that got infected and was now the size of a soft ball.
i was in the hospital for a week and they were giving me anibiatics tring to avoid surgery but nothing was working and the day i had a surgery the doctors came in a told me that i have no more options and that if i didnt have the surgery i was not going to make it.
So all I am saying is take care of it as soon as you know dont think you are invincable like I did. because of my stupidity I had to have this surgery that they took out my right overy and right overy and falobion tube and it was the most pain I have ever had to go through.
okay that is all i had to say....
have a great day!!
okay on a serious note...well you can take it how ever you want but i am being serious....to every girl that reads this i dont care who you are i dont care if i even really know you, i dont care if you are someone that hates me and for some odd reason finds the need to read my journal.
If any of you ever go to the doctors and get an abnormal paps test (as a girl you know what that is) or if they tell you that there might be a chance that you have cancerious cells. GET IT TAKEN CARE OF RIGHT AWAY!
Because some of you know this some of you don't but over a year ago i went in for my normal check up and they told me just that. but me being dumb thinking nothing could happen to me i didnt take care of it when i should have, instead i shoved it in the back of my mind and tried to pretend like it wasnt true, i made myself believe that i didnt have cancer. and for my stupidity I endded up in the emergancy room because i had sharp pains in my tummy...when i went in i figured they would just give me some meds and i would go home but after being there for like 5 hours and they took some x-rays they told me that i had a cis on my right overy that got infected and was now the size of a soft ball.
i was in the hospital for a week and they were giving me anibiatics tring to avoid surgery but nothing was working and the day i had a surgery the doctors came in a told me that i have no more options and that if i didnt have the surgery i was not going to make it.
So all I am saying is take care of it as soon as you know dont think you are invincable like I did. because of my stupidity I had to have this surgery that they took out my right overy and right overy and falobion tube and it was the most pain I have ever had to go through.
okay that is all i had to say....
have a great day!!