i miss him.....
So its been two months since I've actually updated this thing....I'm not much for updating on this thing, if I update anything its my blogs on myspace. But I might as well update this since I'm here...
I've been single for like the last 2 months lol and in a way I'm kinda ok with that....actually not really. I miss my ex, a lot. It sucks that he hurt me the way he did. I loved him a lot, more than he knew. Actually I miss like all of my exs that I've had this year. Timothy and I started talkin again...kinda. I dont trust him with anything. He hurt me and its extremely hard for me to trust someone that lie to me repeatedly. Ryan...Ryan is a different story. He didnt once hurt me, I hurt him. I dont kno what it is, I just miss him. I guess I just miss the fun we had. Now it seems like he never wants to see me or hang out. I mean we're suppose to go to Philly this weekend but who knows if thats gonna happen...I mean he did promise me he'd take me, but if the weather doesnt hold up then I wont see him.:( He is really like my best friend. I love him like a really really really really really really good best friend(if that made sense). And than there is Bobby...I dont think I wanna talk about this right now...him and I talk, kinda. If Jess cant go to the Panic! At The Disco concert, than Bob's goin. More than likely it'll be Bobby and I goin, which I really dont mind, like at all. I really do <3 that boy! Anyways...if u really wanna check out my updates check out the myspace blogs, I update those like all the time.
<3
Shan
I've been single for like the last 2 months lol and in a way I'm kinda ok with that....actually not really. I miss my ex, a lot. It sucks that he hurt me the way he did. I loved him a lot, more than he knew. Actually I miss like all of my exs that I've had this year. Timothy and I started talkin again...kinda. I dont trust him with anything. He hurt me and its extremely hard for me to trust someone that lie to me repeatedly. Ryan...Ryan is a different story. He didnt once hurt me, I hurt him. I dont kno what it is, I just miss him. I guess I just miss the fun we had. Now it seems like he never wants to see me or hang out. I mean we're suppose to go to Philly this weekend but who knows if thats gonna happen...I mean he did promise me he'd take me, but if the weather doesnt hold up then I wont see him.:( He is really like my best friend. I love him like a really really really really really really good best friend(if that made sense). And than there is Bobby...I dont think I wanna talk about this right now...him and I talk, kinda. If Jess cant go to the Panic! At The Disco concert, than Bob's goin. More than likely it'll be Bobby and I goin, which I really dont mind, like at all. I really do <3 that boy! Anyways...if u really wanna check out my updates check out the myspace blogs, I update those like all the time.
<3
Shan