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Wow, sometimes I get into some really depressed moods. That lingered for a long time today. I was exhausted most of the morning, even though I slept till 11. Then mom and I went to Ikea and that wasn't all that exciting. Then I started working, and basically did nothing all day. God my life is awesome...
But, I'm in a fine mood. I don't feel desperately lonely. I know I'm not really close with anyone, but I've got a new semester and a new life coming up and I know things will only change if I go into it positively. No one wants to be friends with a whiner.
I really need to get more active. I can't wait to get my new socket. Even if it means I have to go back to my old one, I'm going to run my ass of. Literally. I don't want to be fat anymore.
I really am ok alone. I think I have social anxiety, and I'm just coming to terms with it. I enjoy spending time alone and in small groups. I don't like large spaces or crowds or loud noises. That's ok.
:)
But, I'm in a fine mood. I don't feel desperately lonely. I know I'm not really close with anyone, but I've got a new semester and a new life coming up and I know things will only change if I go into it positively. No one wants to be friends with a whiner.
I really need to get more active. I can't wait to get my new socket. Even if it means I have to go back to my old one, I'm going to run my ass of. Literally. I don't want to be fat anymore.
I really am ok alone. I think I have social anxiety, and I'm just coming to terms with it. I enjoy spending time alone and in small groups. I don't like large spaces or crowds or loud noises. That's ok.
:)