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It shouldn't take me three hours to shower and get dressed. But I'm back to that. Fatigue. It's been terrible the last few days. I can't focus to study and I've got tests coming up. I fear that the stress from the looming exams, and the upcoming tourney (complete with Mom coming into town) is sending me into a mono relapse. I really feel like I can't utilize my time!
I just slept for about 2 hours and I really would like to go to sleep again. I even went to bed at 9pm because I couldn't stay up any longer (I wanted to go to sleep at 8)...
I haven't been sad though, so that's great. I went home last weekend, and at first it looked like Ian was being a douche... but then I saw him Sat night into Sunday and it was great. He even took me out for Valentine's day lunch. It scares me that a man is what I need to be happy. Even a man who isn't good enough for me does the job. I'm not sure it's healthy, but it's how I operate I guess.
So. Tired.
I just slept for about 2 hours and I really would like to go to sleep again. I even went to bed at 9pm because I couldn't stay up any longer (I wanted to go to sleep at 8)...
I haven't been sad though, so that's great. I went home last weekend, and at first it looked like Ian was being a douche... but then I saw him Sat night into Sunday and it was great. He even took me out for Valentine's day lunch. It scares me that a man is what I need to be happy. Even a man who isn't good enough for me does the job. I'm not sure it's healthy, but it's how I operate I guess.
So. Tired.