Wrapping to closure, yet opening to new light
Yeah, so my program is ending this week, I have finals Tues. and Thurs. at 10 am each day. But in between those I began my Summer classes last week, so they're just beginning. So far they're amazing, acting with a Performance and no final paper, Anthropology of Knowledege where we only have to do one presentation and one reading, then Landscape with amazingly smart people where we discuss the cultural meanings of space. Good times. I've met some people in Knowledge and Acting, none so far in Landscape. Everyone seems pretty chill though, and smart, and foreign, so things should get interesting.
Everyone from the program is leaving this week, some on Thursday, the rest throughout the weekend. I think I'll be okay, sad, but holding it together. I don't know what to think about the people, actually, just cause I think way too much, all the time. I enjoyed everyone though, I really did. I wish I would have hung out with other people more then I did and handled some things in different ways, but overall I have amazing memories and lots of fun times. I'm excited for this summer, no one knows me, I'm starting from ground zero with everyone, so existentialism here we go. I have a genuine chance to remake my entire life in the next three months, I just need to decide on who I want to be, and follow it through.
I think I'm gonna message my one friend on facebook, I don't know if she'll meet me like I want, but I need to talk with her, I need closure with her. We never did anything, but I felt really close to her and then things are not the way they were. My fault because I retreated into myself and got awkward, but ya know, fun times.
Overall I'm excited I'm staying for the summer, I had my doubts because I think I wanted past times reassurance and homesickness, but now I feel everything is working out.
I'm pretty happy with the way things are going.
Everyone from the program is leaving this week, some on Thursday, the rest throughout the weekend. I think I'll be okay, sad, but holding it together. I don't know what to think about the people, actually, just cause I think way too much, all the time. I enjoyed everyone though, I really did. I wish I would have hung out with other people more then I did and handled some things in different ways, but overall I have amazing memories and lots of fun times. I'm excited for this summer, no one knows me, I'm starting from ground zero with everyone, so existentialism here we go. I have a genuine chance to remake my entire life in the next three months, I just need to decide on who I want to be, and follow it through.
I think I'm gonna message my one friend on facebook, I don't know if she'll meet me like I want, but I need to talk with her, I need closure with her. We never did anything, but I felt really close to her and then things are not the way they were. My fault because I retreated into myself and got awkward, but ya know, fun times.
Overall I'm excited I'm staying for the summer, I had my doubts because I think I wanted past times reassurance and homesickness, but now I feel everything is working out.
I'm pretty happy with the way things are going.