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Aug 16, 2005 20:52

do you ever feel out of place? we all do at times. we all have moments where we are uncomfortable and we dont know what to do.
Do you ever feel this way in your own home? people should not feel out of place or unwelcomed at their own home. this is where we live. where we feel as if we can be ourselves. and right now i feel as if i am in a different country and people dont know me nor want to see, touch, nor hear me. my own girlfriend doesnt want me to touch her. she is staying as far away from me as she can at the moment. WHAT DID I DO? as far as i can recollect the only thing i did was ask her to get off of me so i could go help my mother bring in the grocerys. i asked her more than once. is this what i did? why dont you want to be around me right now? screw it. i am going to continue to feel out of place. while doing so i will clean the even more thrashed room(we tore it apart pulling wires out for the surround system) and the i shall proceed to go to bed. alone. wondering what the crap i did. well.. hope you all are having fun. see you on the flip side.
JEREMY
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