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cant sleep. even on drugs.. i keep having a nightmare that the people closest to me are being murdered. its not a fun dream. i want it to stop. i want to be able to hold someone/something to make my mind at ease. but most of all i want to have no worries. i want to be a pillar of strength for my friends.. why am i having these nightmares? why? goodnight.. if i still cant sleep you will hear from me again.