summer summer summer
summer. a time for sun, fun and sitting by the pool... ohhh .. wait thats not me. I am sitting here in woodstock at my parents house working my ass off without the company of my most favorite and awesome people. Dont get me wrong, I do have some fun, but the fun factor has not been high this summer. i am trying to get my butt out of debt and so far it is not going well. I have faith that it will all work out eventually again. I have become a lot more succesful at not going off on spending binges like i used to. and that is surprising b.c i dont even pay rent or for groceries really. still. my income is seriosuly lacking. i really am hopeing that i dont have to cut back on school sp i can pay my bills cause i really want to graduate next december...08.
my job sucks but i can deal with it cause i make a decent amount considering i dont do that much and i am sure i make more than half the people there and i am only there for another month or so and then i am back to school. plus its nice to get a change of scenario and have people to talk to in a work sense. some people i am friends with but most are just work aquatances. it is too bad that most of the ones i enjoy talking to are the 15 and 16 year olds. its cool though, they think i am old and could possibly look up to me in that weird way. and i have to say that working at publix those years during high school was pretty much the most fun i have ever had at a job. yeah there was lots of drama but lots more fun and i will never forget it so i guess its nolstalgic for me. i like that people at work like talking to me and even though i am old still talk to me.
scott and are i still together yes, but it's weird to be with somebody that you never see and only talk to once a week. I have seen him twice since the summer began. i am not complaining in any way its just difficult. i still get nervous when he comes to see me probaly b/c we have not hung out like we normally do so i am not used to being around him. of course when school starts that will all change and i am looking forward to that. i am still not sure what is going to happen in the future but i am ok with that. there is still a lot we have to learn about each other but otherwise i think we are in a good position. hes an awesome guy and probably one of the best guys i have ever dated. ha ha ha but what is funny is that my ex's birthday was dec 1st and scott;s is dec. 3. i am not sure if that is a good or bad sign but they are two completly different people although they have the same sign. I am not saying anythin else cause i dont want to jink it..hahah
xoxo
my job sucks but i can deal with it cause i make a decent amount considering i dont do that much and i am sure i make more than half the people there and i am only there for another month or so and then i am back to school. plus its nice to get a change of scenario and have people to talk to in a work sense. some people i am friends with but most are just work aquatances. it is too bad that most of the ones i enjoy talking to are the 15 and 16 year olds. its cool though, they think i am old and could possibly look up to me in that weird way. and i have to say that working at publix those years during high school was pretty much the most fun i have ever had at a job. yeah there was lots of drama but lots more fun and i will never forget it so i guess its nolstalgic for me. i like that people at work like talking to me and even though i am old still talk to me.
scott and are i still together yes, but it's weird to be with somebody that you never see and only talk to once a week. I have seen him twice since the summer began. i am not complaining in any way its just difficult. i still get nervous when he comes to see me probaly b/c we have not hung out like we normally do so i am not used to being around him. of course when school starts that will all change and i am looking forward to that. i am still not sure what is going to happen in the future but i am ok with that. there is still a lot we have to learn about each other but otherwise i think we are in a good position. hes an awesome guy and probably one of the best guys i have ever dated. ha ha ha but what is funny is that my ex's birthday was dec 1st and scott;s is dec. 3. i am not sure if that is a good or bad sign but they are two completly different people although they have the same sign. I am not saying anythin else cause i dont want to jink it..hahah
xoxo