i'm back..... :)
i miss blogging. i have decided that I am going to start to try and keep it up agian. Not on my space either cause everyone there is too damn nosy and I dont know that I want people to be able to read my crap on a regular basis and I can be REAL on this one!
The latest news is that my Grandfather passed away the Saturday before Easter. It was depressing and it has only been a week and there is a huge hole in my heart. I dont know that I will ever get over it but I know I will always miss him. He was dealing with lunch cancer though and according to the CAT scan or MRI or whatever it was spreading to his brain. SO at least now he is not in pain. It really got me to thinking that life is way to short to deal with stupid bullshit including all these skeazy guys I seem to be attracting and latching on to before I need to. But I might have just found myself a good one. :) more on that later.
School is still the same old crap a different day. I would love to say that I love my major classes but in honesty they suck and I would change my major but I dont want to be stucj in college the rest of my life. I need to get out of here and get on with my life and figuring out what the hell I am going to do with it. I hate being poor and having no money even though I have a job. Summer should be good though, I will be home in the ATL working my butt off to make some money so i can afford to go to school next semester... ha ha ha. I am looking forward to getting away from statesboro for a while too. I miss having a variety of things to do and places to eat and people that i havent seen in a while.
So anyway.... back to the whole guy thing. I really believe that dateing sucks! I mean half the time you go out with these people that in all honest are not really gonna do it for you or they will just screw you over. I have been out a few times this month. The one I wanted to work out didnt and that sucks but it is stupid ass that screwed it up. Eric just wasnt doing it for me, he was nice and all but that was about it.
But lucky for me life is what happens when you are out busy doing other things! and that is exactly what happened when I meet Scott ( sorry steph!! I dont mean to drudge the past up fpr you) I had been at work that thursday but I got off at 11:30 and hanadi and I went out to dos where we ended up seeing a whole bunch of people from Southern Adventures. ( FYI those boys are ALL really hot and I would make out with almost all of them!) I had one drink cause I had to drive and by the time we got there it was like 1am. So Hanadi and I just hung out. I went outside and started talking to some of the boys and scott and I just started talking. wEll basically we wended up hanging out with Hanadi and some more people at some guys house till 4am. I didnt get home till 5 that morning and had to go to class at 8. hahah! it was so worth it. Anyway so Saturday he calls me and invites me over for dinner, and of course I say yes and we have a great time. I take him to the playground and we make cookies and just hang out pretty much all day that sunday. So it has only been a week but we are "together." We had a date yesterday and yeah he's super and makes me smile. It has been inasnly long since I have been in a relationship but it is about time and I think this will be a good one! I hope.... lol
SO just remember that even if things seem like they wont ever pick up... you never know when they will!!! :) :)
The latest news is that my Grandfather passed away the Saturday before Easter. It was depressing and it has only been a week and there is a huge hole in my heart. I dont know that I will ever get over it but I know I will always miss him. He was dealing with lunch cancer though and according to the CAT scan or MRI or whatever it was spreading to his brain. SO at least now he is not in pain. It really got me to thinking that life is way to short to deal with stupid bullshit including all these skeazy guys I seem to be attracting and latching on to before I need to. But I might have just found myself a good one. :) more on that later.
School is still the same old crap a different day. I would love to say that I love my major classes but in honesty they suck and I would change my major but I dont want to be stucj in college the rest of my life. I need to get out of here and get on with my life and figuring out what the hell I am going to do with it. I hate being poor and having no money even though I have a job. Summer should be good though, I will be home in the ATL working my butt off to make some money so i can afford to go to school next semester... ha ha ha. I am looking forward to getting away from statesboro for a while too. I miss having a variety of things to do and places to eat and people that i havent seen in a while.
So anyway.... back to the whole guy thing. I really believe that dateing sucks! I mean half the time you go out with these people that in all honest are not really gonna do it for you or they will just screw you over. I have been out a few times this month. The one I wanted to work out didnt and that sucks but it is stupid ass that screwed it up. Eric just wasnt doing it for me, he was nice and all but that was about it.
But lucky for me life is what happens when you are out busy doing other things! and that is exactly what happened when I meet Scott ( sorry steph!! I dont mean to drudge the past up fpr you) I had been at work that thursday but I got off at 11:30 and hanadi and I went out to dos where we ended up seeing a whole bunch of people from Southern Adventures. ( FYI those boys are ALL really hot and I would make out with almost all of them!) I had one drink cause I had to drive and by the time we got there it was like 1am. So Hanadi and I just hung out. I went outside and started talking to some of the boys and scott and I just started talking. wEll basically we wended up hanging out with Hanadi and some more people at some guys house till 4am. I didnt get home till 5 that morning and had to go to class at 8. hahah! it was so worth it. Anyway so Saturday he calls me and invites me over for dinner, and of course I say yes and we have a great time. I take him to the playground and we make cookies and just hang out pretty much all day that sunday. So it has only been a week but we are "together." We had a date yesterday and yeah he's super and makes me smile. It has been inasnly long since I have been in a relationship but it is about time and I think this will be a good one! I hope.... lol
SO just remember that even if things seem like they wont ever pick up... you never know when they will!!! :) :)