I am free!!!!
hooray! today was my final day of PHP aka theraphy all day 7 days a week. i am so thrilled. i dont have to wake up early anymore unless i want too! it is both a good thing and a bad thing. I am going to miss some of the people i was in there with but the one that i wanted to keep in contact with i am. i have his number and he has mine. i just want to make sure that he gets better and get what he needs. I also was able to see david and ricci which was nice because i really liked them and would have loved to get to know them a little better. i guess jeff got dis-charged either or kicked out. too bad. he made me laugh and he was for the most part a good kid. i guess this means i have to stop smoking now. haha i only did it because it was the only thing to do when i was inpatient and therpahy kicks your ass and is exhausting believe it or not. i mean you sit there day in and day out and for three hours talk about how you feel and why you got yourself into this place and you have to talk talk talk and deal witgh all these emotions and feelings. its been a hell of a long time coming and i have gotten so much from being in there.
Mainly i am finally realizing what a great person i am and what i want and dont want. I feel like i am finaly starting to get to know me like i want to know. i had that feeling easy when i was little but i guess everybody does huh. Anyway life is great and i am so excited to get on with chaning the world!! I have worked so hard an di know i have so much more to do but i have come so far and i am so proud of myself. I will be going to statesboro next tuesday for a theraphy appt , to get my mail, possibly a job an dthen i have to come home to go to an ENT appt on wenesday. i would return to statesboro but i dont think it is a good idea yet since no one is there wuite yet besides paul and i dont really wanna have him as my only source of freinds when he doesnt even call me, not that i care but it just sounds like not a good idea to me right now. Besides i want time with all my cool new peeps! i hope that even if nothing happens with daniel an di that we can still be freinds and hang out when i come into town and still be cool. hes such a cool kid! we are gonna hang out tommrow i think. i have yet to determine what we are gonan do but thats just details. and it kinds sucks that he lives in rome but it goods to see another part of gA.
ohh we got a kitten. Since franklin ran away pepper has no one and is being a big pain in the butt so we have been looking for older cats but didnt find any. so we just went and got a free kitten from some lady. Hes cute and he has fleas and he is in my room. hahah! anyway though he is fun and cute and all the kitten stuff, pepper hates him as of right now. Any surprise there? haha no not really!
Anyway i am here and slacking off and it rocks!!!!! :) Oh did i mention i am legal and can drink?!!! hell ya!!! :P
Mainly i am finally realizing what a great person i am and what i want and dont want. I feel like i am finaly starting to get to know me like i want to know. i had that feeling easy when i was little but i guess everybody does huh. Anyway life is great and i am so excited to get on with chaning the world!! I have worked so hard an di know i have so much more to do but i have come so far and i am so proud of myself. I will be going to statesboro next tuesday for a theraphy appt , to get my mail, possibly a job an dthen i have to come home to go to an ENT appt on wenesday. i would return to statesboro but i dont think it is a good idea yet since no one is there wuite yet besides paul and i dont really wanna have him as my only source of freinds when he doesnt even call me, not that i care but it just sounds like not a good idea to me right now. Besides i want time with all my cool new peeps! i hope that even if nothing happens with daniel an di that we can still be freinds and hang out when i come into town and still be cool. hes such a cool kid! we are gonna hang out tommrow i think. i have yet to determine what we are gonan do but thats just details. and it kinds sucks that he lives in rome but it goods to see another part of gA.
ohh we got a kitten. Since franklin ran away pepper has no one and is being a big pain in the butt so we have been looking for older cats but didnt find any. so we just went and got a free kitten from some lady. Hes cute and he has fleas and he is in my room. hahah! anyway though he is fun and cute and all the kitten stuff, pepper hates him as of right now. Any surprise there? haha no not really!
Anyway i am here and slacking off and it rocks!!!!! :) Oh did i mention i am legal and can drink?!!! hell ya!!! :P