hi josh im rachel. wanna ride with us? yeah! - ok hah
ok so last night was a lot of fun. it actually started off with tights and heels and ended on a random couch at the yntemas. great. haha basically.. as soon as we got back from midland, i had a great night.
but to tell you the truth, i am so sick of so many people.. seriously. but whatever. you know what i usually do? i normally get all scared and panic-like and leave just because i dont like confrontation.. thats obvious, so like i said i usually pack up and leave. aka like i did in mazanys room friday because mike came in while i was testing.. i scooted outta there sooo fast. anyways.. but lately, besides the whole mike thing.. i think im getting better. for example, i went to brieans and YOU KNOW WHO was there. YIKES!!! thats a red light right there. but so many of my friends were there.. so i hhhhad to stay. but i cam in with kacie and jessy and my favorite sarah.. so needless to say.. i was a lot stronger and more confident than ever. oh and i made a friend named josh. nice boy. good leg warmer. haha but you should all be proud of me for not being a.. whats another word for p.. u.. s... you get it. but im not that!!!
great.
i cant wait to leave saginaw because all the people that i dont like/dont like me.. have no life and have to stay in this shitty place. so ultimately.. I WIN. ha suckers. :)
but there are a few exceptions.. so its kind of sad.
ok.. well this was pointless
christmas party tonight. and after party at my house.. yikes im scared. my family is crazzzzzzy. :) hopefully people dress up and look all fancy. cause i want to look fancy. in my christmas dress.. like im 4 hah. grrrreaaat.
but to tell you the truth, i am so sick of so many people.. seriously. but whatever. you know what i usually do? i normally get all scared and panic-like and leave just because i dont like confrontation.. thats obvious, so like i said i usually pack up and leave. aka like i did in mazanys room friday because mike came in while i was testing.. i scooted outta there sooo fast. anyways.. but lately, besides the whole mike thing.. i think im getting better. for example, i went to brieans and YOU KNOW WHO was there. YIKES!!! thats a red light right there. but so many of my friends were there.. so i hhhhad to stay. but i cam in with kacie and jessy and my favorite sarah.. so needless to say.. i was a lot stronger and more confident than ever. oh and i made a friend named josh. nice boy. good leg warmer. haha but you should all be proud of me for not being a.. whats another word for p.. u.. s... you get it. but im not that!!!
great.
i cant wait to leave saginaw because all the people that i dont like/dont like me.. have no life and have to stay in this shitty place. so ultimately.. I WIN. ha suckers. :)
but there are a few exceptions.. so its kind of sad.
ok.. well this was pointless
christmas party tonight. and after party at my house.. yikes im scared. my family is crazzzzzzy. :) hopefully people dress up and look all fancy. cause i want to look fancy. in my christmas dress.. like im 4 hah. grrrreaaat.