barf!
ok, sorry, but i was just browsing through journals (which btw i discovered how to do, i think)and i saw lauras old jotrnal...dressed2kill...and her last entry was forever long, all about kyle and how obssessed she is/was. then at the end she goes, "well i guess ill go to bed, i guess i should try to go to school tomorrow"..she guesses!!!! it makes me sick, phyisically sick! i just cant believe i lost the best friend i ever had to a loser/dumbass/druggie/fuck up/moucher! and ive said so many things to her and none of it makes any difference..she didnt even call to say happy thanxgiving='( its not like i can call her she hasnt given me a number to reach her with. laura had so much going for her, great friends, very intelligent (not that you could tell by her recent actions), and no kyle! but she fucked all that up, with plenty of help from kyle. sorry i could go on forever, i just think about it a lot and how i cant change things (short of killing kyle...hmmm), but i just needed to vent and im sure leigha will too.