When am I not myself?
Because I cannot post my response there I will post it here.
me: I don't care if you don't talk to me, actually it's nothing new. I just want you to stop talking ABOUT me.
him: well i tried to talk to you in london and you know what it is not fair that i am the only one getting the blame because 14 other girls went to london anyone of them could have started it
First off I am not blaming you for starting it. Nothing started it except for myself and my depression. You didn't talk to me from day 3 until the day I left. Only did you talk when I approached you because I wanted answers. I trusted you more than anyone that I've ever known and then I find out that you lie and cannot keep your mouth shut. Who told people that you saw me making out with Collin? (lie) Who told Allison that I told Dana about Kevin? (lie) Who told people that I ODed because I was jealous that you were hanging out with other girls? (lie) Who told people that I was "in the nuthouse"? You told every goddamn thing about our relationship to anyone that would listen. Anyone that will listen to your tragic life story and medical mishappenings you will tell. I think that somewhere something happened to you that has tragically changed your existence. You thrive for drama and tell anyone that will listen ANYTHING that you know that sounds interesting. All I want is that you think about what you are doing.
me: I don't care if you don't talk to me, actually it's nothing new. I just want you to stop talking ABOUT me.
him: well i tried to talk to you in london and you know what it is not fair that i am the only one getting the blame because 14 other girls went to london anyone of them could have started it
First off I am not blaming you for starting it. Nothing started it except for myself and my depression. You didn't talk to me from day 3 until the day I left. Only did you talk when I approached you because I wanted answers. I trusted you more than anyone that I've ever known and then I find out that you lie and cannot keep your mouth shut. Who told people that you saw me making out with Collin? (lie) Who told Allison that I told Dana about Kevin? (lie) Who told people that I ODed because I was jealous that you were hanging out with other girls? (lie) Who told people that I was "in the nuthouse"? You told every goddamn thing about our relationship to anyone that would listen. Anyone that will listen to your tragic life story and medical mishappenings you will tell. I think that somewhere something happened to you that has tragically changed your existence. You thrive for drama and tell anyone that will listen ANYTHING that you know that sounds interesting. All I want is that you think about what you are doing.