I think this is the worst...
I have two papers due tomorrow...and by tomorrow I mean today. At least last time the papers were due in the evening, so I could get some rest...but these beezies are due at 9:30am and 12:30pm...what the hell. Well its my fault anyways, like I can't find one bit of motivation to do my papers until I know there is no more time for fucking around...unfortunately, I fucked around until 10pm and now its 4:15am and I am starting on my 2nd paper. At least I was smart and started the 9:30am paper first so that I wouldn't have a nervous break down right now. Does anyone else constantly alter their essays when they are writing them to see how long they are, or how long they COULD be if it were a different font or size? Yep...found myself doing that every 5 mintues...damn shame. *Sigh* I don't know why I do this to myself. Like for instance, I know that I can finish this 2nd paper by like 7, but that would leave 2 hours for me to do nothing. I'm not gonna go to sleep, because then I won't wake up, so what am I gonna do? Fuck around so that I can finish my paper by 9. Ew, this sucks...at least I did the reading for it though...kinda. Well that is my update for what I am doing right now. As for stuff that has been going on...
+ I TURNED 22!! Yes Yes April 24th was the big deuce deuce. I'm excited now, but before I was just "eh, it's another year...blah blah blah."
+ We found a house for the summer. 6 people living in a 3 bedroom, one bathroom house=out of control.
- We need to find a house for next year so if any of y'all out there in lj land that is moving out of you house in Santa Cruz...HOOK IT UP!
- A lot of my friends are leaving in a matter of weeks.
+/- (more of a plus though) Mark works up here now. It's great, until about 2 days when we are at each others throat. But I don't see him as often, so maybe we'll last 5 days...kidding.
+ I got a new haircut thanks to Sean Michael who is the real "Shear Genius"
+ I am happy with a lot of things in my life right now, and I want everyone to be happy with who they are because I love you all.
+QFS and Monte Carlo night this weekend
and the biggest plus of all? DRUM ROLL PLEASE...
The Jay Johnson Service Award looks like it's actually gonna happen this year!!!
We have all been working so hard for this and Jay totally deserves to have his legacy live on.
Heartimus to everyone and if you have any troubles in your life right now, I am more then down to listen, and if you don't want to talk I hope everything gets better for you.
SAP!
+ I TURNED 22!! Yes Yes April 24th was the big deuce deuce. I'm excited now, but before I was just "eh, it's another year...blah blah blah."
+ We found a house for the summer. 6 people living in a 3 bedroom, one bathroom house=out of control.
- We need to find a house for next year so if any of y'all out there in lj land that is moving out of you house in Santa Cruz...HOOK IT UP!
- A lot of my friends are leaving in a matter of weeks.
+/- (more of a plus though) Mark works up here now. It's great, until about 2 days when we are at each others throat. But I don't see him as often, so maybe we'll last 5 days...kidding.
+ I got a new haircut thanks to Sean Michael who is the real "Shear Genius"
+ I am happy with a lot of things in my life right now, and I want everyone to be happy with who they are because I love you all.
+QFS and Monte Carlo night this weekend
and the biggest plus of all? DRUM ROLL PLEASE...
The Jay Johnson Service Award looks like it's actually gonna happen this year!!!
We have all been working so hard for this and Jay totally deserves to have his legacy live on.
Heartimus to everyone and if you have any troubles in your life right now, I am more then down to listen, and if you don't want to talk I hope everything gets better for you.
SAP!