updateness..
wowlongtimenoupdate... so it's definatly time to do that, i think... misti is definatly finally over lilli... took me forever and a day, but it finally happened... i'm so proud of myself... my birthday was on saturday, and it was pretty sucky... i went to surf shack with amie, and it was alright, but she was really fucking hammered, so i had to drive her home, and i had no fucking clue where the fuck i was going lol... then on sunday i had a birthday party, and hardly anyone even came... :( oh well... at least i finally had one... i've given up on love for a while... everytime i like someone, they never like me back... and i mean every fucking time... and then the ones i don't like always like me... what the fuck?!?! why can't i have some happy little relationship like the rest of the world?!?! boooohooo!!!! and i've also learned that next time i'm like someone i'm gonna keep it to myself until i know if they like me back or not... because i recently fucked up with that whole thing... so single life it is for a while... well that's probably enough randomness for now...