Sep 11, 2005 12:59
it's been a while since i updated this thing... it's b/c i have a new journal so i've just been writing there... alot's been going on since i updated... school is ALRIGHT, i guess... i don't really like being in classes with people younger than me, but i don't have a choice... so i just deal with it... i don't have b lunch :(... i ended up getting A... but it's alright... there is some cool people in there... like megan, and ashley o, and jory... dustin hasn't really talked to me since that night he came over... i think i scared him off... and i'm glad... i can't stand him anymore... i'm sure he is getting ass from some whore... so good for him... so... there is this person... and i really love this person... but i just don't know what i should do... i think this person is SLOWLY pushing me away... but i don't know how to tell... this person tells me they love me... but i think they really mean they just "care" for me alot... if this person really loved me... then this person would want to be with me.... no matter what the circumstances were... who cares if there is a little bit of distance... we can work with that... who cares about anything else... as long as WE are happy... anywayz... i have a shitload of homework to do... i shall try to update this thingy more later...