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dancing is my WHOLE life i mean seriously if dance jus wouldnt exist anymore i would just die
i feel so low and what my teacher told me tonight made me so freakin upset...she told me i was breakin the rules because since i havent dance sinced summer i should be in the class below the one im in now...now wouldnt make since that i know MY body and ability better than she would and i would know excalty how far to push it?
obviously she doesnt see that because there was no way in hell i could do colorguard, swim, work and dance i was already dead from the other stuff
im so happy she can believe in me...freakin no...
on the other hand me and chris are doin so0o0 much better these past 2 weeks almost..its a miracle were not fightin i know its bad to say but we both have so much goin on we take our stress on each other and i dont know why but i ♥ christopher...
valentines day is in like 4 days and i have to finish chris;s present..i hope he likes it
school is alright except my bs eIII Honors class that class is so boring..i freakin have to read 2 books this weekend and study and write 2 essays on the books its so stressful and i already need a break from it all...so im goin to borders or barnes n nobles to have some quiet time and me time (which i havent had that in awhile and its good to think) goin leave my cell phone in the truck for no interupation and study since i have freakin ADHD and relax so it should be good..
then i have that dumb parade on saturday which is gay and i hope me,tarah, and kayiln get to hang out for girl time yayness
i want to go shopping this weekend
xoxo
i feel so low and what my teacher told me tonight made me so freakin upset...she told me i was breakin the rules because since i havent dance sinced summer i should be in the class below the one im in now...now wouldnt make since that i know MY body and ability better than she would and i would know excalty how far to push it?
obviously she doesnt see that because there was no way in hell i could do colorguard, swim, work and dance i was already dead from the other stuff
im so happy she can believe in me...freakin no...
on the other hand me and chris are doin so0o0 much better these past 2 weeks almost..its a miracle were not fightin i know its bad to say but we both have so much goin on we take our stress on each other and i dont know why but i ♥ christopher...
valentines day is in like 4 days and i have to finish chris;s present..i hope he likes it
school is alright except my bs eIII Honors class that class is so boring..i freakin have to read 2 books this weekend and study and write 2 essays on the books its so stressful and i already need a break from it all...so im goin to borders or barnes n nobles to have some quiet time and me time (which i havent had that in awhile and its good to think) goin leave my cell phone in the truck for no interupation and study since i have freakin ADHD and relax so it should be good..
then i have that dumb parade on saturday which is gay and i hope me,tarah, and kayiln get to hang out for girl time yayness
i want to go shopping this weekend
xoxo