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im not sure how much more i can take this not having you in my life.i feel like im dying inside....today i so badly wanted to pick up the phone and tell you i was on my way over.i found out today that my moms sister has to have her gallblader removed.the sugery is on monday and it wasnt suppose to be for at least another few weeks.they said she waited to long and that it is infected and that if it leaks and goes into her liver she could die.my mom has to sign these papers that my aunt is giving her everything if something happens.
just the thought of something may happen scares the living hell out of me.any family member that goes into sugery or the hospital scares me.my family is already falling apart and if we lose my aunt my mom wont have anyone on her side of the family anymore
im so scared and im not sure what to do.i cried at work tonight because of this and that i want my best friend there for me.then just these thought led to my dad and i miss him so much.im leaving 3 weeks from today and knowing my dad isnt here is just hurting me so much
i miss you so much...more than you would ever know
this is so hard.everytime someone says it can only get better it gets worse
just the thought of something may happen scares the living hell out of me.any family member that goes into sugery or the hospital scares me.my family is already falling apart and if we lose my aunt my mom wont have anyone on her side of the family anymore
im so scared and im not sure what to do.i cried at work tonight because of this and that i want my best friend there for me.then just these thought led to my dad and i miss him so much.im leaving 3 weeks from today and knowing my dad isnt here is just hurting me so much
i miss you so much...more than you would ever know
this is so hard.everytime someone says it can only get better it gets worse