life wont ever be the same til im in your arms again
i dont even want to go to the band banquet. its goin to be so hard being with chris and his family
i cried after i ran into his mom and alex at the mall.its not the same
i was so worried bout him last night and then i ask today what they did all i get is a"a little bit of everything"how does that make me feel?he probably did something i wouldnt want him to do or hit on some girls.his friends dont care there basically celebrating with him that he isnt with me no more
im so miserable and hurt so bad
i cant do anything.i cant sleep,cant eat,cant concentrate,i cant do anything
im so tired and so exhausted from the 6 hours of crying i do everyday
i hate this more than anything.if i was dead i wouldnt have to face this pain at all and thats all i wish
i dont understand why we cant be togather and get as much out of this relationship until we know for sure he can go....
i hate this,me,and everything
i cried after i ran into his mom and alex at the mall.its not the same
i was so worried bout him last night and then i ask today what they did all i get is a"a little bit of everything"how does that make me feel?he probably did something i wouldnt want him to do or hit on some girls.his friends dont care there basically celebrating with him that he isnt with me no more
im so miserable and hurt so bad
i cant do anything.i cant sleep,cant eat,cant concentrate,i cant do anything
im so tired and so exhausted from the 6 hours of crying i do everyday
i hate this more than anything.if i was dead i wouldnt have to face this pain at all and thats all i wish
i dont understand why we cant be togather and get as much out of this relationship until we know for sure he can go....
i hate this,me,and everything