return
I have returned to livejournal for one of you in particular...
There was only a slight chance that you would read this, but it was worth the shot:
I understand.
A year and three months has passed since the day the truth was revealed to me about what was going on with you. Somehow, I have found myself in your shoes. Almost exactly. I've done to him what you did to me. I've become someone I never wanted to be.
I understand how you found yourself in the situation. What I don't understand is how you found it in you to tell the truth. I can't do it.
I feel branded, like I will carry this with me from now on.
I'm probably even worse of a person because part of me feels what he doesn't know, won't hurt him. I guess it still kinda feels like a game.
I don't even know why I am telling you all of this. I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but I guess if that were the case, you wouldn't have read this far.
There was only a slight chance that you would read this, but it was worth the shot:
I understand.
A year and three months has passed since the day the truth was revealed to me about what was going on with you. Somehow, I have found myself in your shoes. Almost exactly. I've done to him what you did to me. I've become someone I never wanted to be.
I understand how you found yourself in the situation. What I don't understand is how you found it in you to tell the truth. I can't do it.
I feel branded, like I will carry this with me from now on.
I'm probably even worse of a person because part of me feels what he doesn't know, won't hurt him. I guess it still kinda feels like a game.
I don't even know why I am telling you all of this. I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but I guess if that were the case, you wouldn't have read this far.